3-9
Feeling torn apart, financially. one way I know im having momentum going on and its glorious, otherwise, there is a crippling, nausea inducing anxiety going on, like my abilities are being blocked, it feels real dense, contricting and isolating. on the other hand, knowing the strong positive momentum of financial wealth and expansion, feels liberating.
there is a drive going on, making me seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. I see financial succes as being part of MSI. giving me options and possibilities. my focus tend to be off, by being in a constant rebellious state towards the 9/5 ratrace, yet this in turn also feels limiting.
Realized yesterday evening/last night how many crap there is still in between manifestation of what I want and made me decide "f#ck all, its THAT easy" like a mountain of irrelevance. ( manifesting the car I want for example, or rather, the ideas come to me. Like it always goes a step beyond, going up in range, like my subc/the universe shows its abundance and piles up higher and better of whats possible )
Edit: reading this back, its like watching the succes process. Like literally writing and expressing it. Pretty much mindblowing.
I also seem to have TID around Ultra succes.
Also, curiosity of women come up to me like in a trance would be great.
Feeling torn apart, financially. one way I know im having momentum going on and its glorious, otherwise, there is a crippling, nausea inducing anxiety going on, like my abilities are being blocked, it feels real dense, contricting and isolating. on the other hand, knowing the strong positive momentum of financial wealth and expansion, feels liberating.
there is a drive going on, making me seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. I see financial succes as being part of MSI. giving me options and possibilities. my focus tend to be off, by being in a constant rebellious state towards the 9/5 ratrace, yet this in turn also feels limiting.
Realized yesterday evening/last night how many crap there is still in between manifestation of what I want and made me decide "f#ck all, its THAT easy" like a mountain of irrelevance. ( manifesting the car I want for example, or rather, the ideas come to me. Like it always goes a step beyond, going up in range, like my subc/the universe shows its abundance and piles up higher and better of whats possible )
Edit: reading this back, its like watching the succes process. Like literally writing and expressing it. Pretty much mindblowing.
I also seem to have TID around Ultra succes.
Also, curiosity of women come up to me like in a trance would be great.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
