05-01-2018, 05:08 AM
Agression, anger, emotional turmoil coming up. Had a conflict with E today, which led me feelin invalidated to begin with. We keep clashing and Im done. Its a feeling of having the world conspiring against me. Like, scarcity is celebrated and abundant view is kicked down. Guess how much fucking wealth is goin round? 
Just got the question.
Take the blue pill and go back to when you were 10 but with the knowledge you have now; or take the red pill and jump to 50 mill. The blue pull is where I am, 100%. Makin way more by then lmao.
Anyways, im in a funk. It feels like everyone is trying to kick me back into the bucket. If you think big, you get punished, if you call out the crap goin on, you get invalidated. Whatever it is, its slightly gettin to me. There is so much abundance. So freaking much. It makes me angry to meet with this fucking bullshit, like people know better. Similar that 9/5 is deemed legitimate and the rest not. Fuck that.
Im reeling angry. I seriously want to kick them all down. Anyway, its being shifted sometimes by going rouge. Not caring amymore batman mode. Yet, this stuff is something hard to avoid encountering wise. I hear the toxic bs anyways around me. Why is this? Idk. People refuse to change.
Im getting pretty vengefull over E her fucking attitude tbh.
Just got the question.
Take the blue pill and go back to when you were 10 but with the knowledge you have now; or take the red pill and jump to 50 mill. The blue pull is where I am, 100%. Makin way more by then lmao.
Anyways, im in a funk. It feels like everyone is trying to kick me back into the bucket. If you think big, you get punished, if you call out the crap goin on, you get invalidated. Whatever it is, its slightly gettin to me. There is so much abundance. So freaking much. It makes me angry to meet with this fucking bullshit, like people know better. Similar that 9/5 is deemed legitimate and the rest not. Fuck that.
Im reeling angry. I seriously want to kick them all down. Anyway, its being shifted sometimes by going rouge. Not caring amymore batman mode. Yet, this stuff is something hard to avoid encountering wise. I hear the toxic bs anyways around me. Why is this? Idk. People refuse to change.
Im getting pretty vengefull over E her fucking attitude tbh.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
