04-25-2018, 11:30 PM
Massive h/c going on. Im simultaneously fuming aswell as executing. This seething anger is execution at the same time.
Each pang and flashing back is met with full bodily trembling.
What sets me off, is having agreements being made yet there aint a sticking with it. It makes me realize again and again how being in this game for myself ans creating from my own centre of being is my way to go and liberating.
Companies/businesses which are a fucking mess aint my cup off tea at all. Like, when Im offering up something, we come to agreement and to only hear they blew it off, such as external marketing and sales, and then suddenly go "oh we are having now this and this guy" its a waste of time. A waste in general. An not sticking to things and weakass, if not, devoid of character.
If they go out of business I aint sleeping less. They attract it by weak ass communication. By not sticking with anything and having an almost non existing seriousness in expansion.
Not a partner that is benefitting at all.
Now, this seething anger that surfaces in episodes causes me to be stared at by 8/10's, having guys watching me and making me totally not giving a shit. Embodiment of sexiness, self value and confidence.
Its good. Many more shifts and changes are made right now, currently through the massive h/c phase.
Time to hit the gym.
Each pang and flashing back is met with full bodily trembling.
What sets me off, is having agreements being made yet there aint a sticking with it. It makes me realize again and again how being in this game for myself ans creating from my own centre of being is my way to go and liberating.
Companies/businesses which are a fucking mess aint my cup off tea at all. Like, when Im offering up something, we come to agreement and to only hear they blew it off, such as external marketing and sales, and then suddenly go "oh we are having now this and this guy" its a waste of time. A waste in general. An not sticking to things and weakass, if not, devoid of character.
If they go out of business I aint sleeping less. They attract it by weak ass communication. By not sticking with anything and having an almost non existing seriousness in expansion.
Not a partner that is benefitting at all.
Now, this seething anger that surfaces in episodes causes me to be stared at by 8/10's, having guys watching me and making me totally not giving a shit. Embodiment of sexiness, self value and confidence.
Its good. Many more shifts and changes are made right now, currently through the massive h/c phase.
Time to hit the gym.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
