DMSi 3.2 sexland

[Kol]

Fear around sex, gone. Shifting. A is healing strongly. Also more and more wantimg to go out. Clubbing WILL lead me to sex and probably shitton of leads. Feelin real good.

Went out to get something to eat. Girl ftom last time was there. The look...damn.

Me: placing order clear and controlled
Her: stopping midway, gazing deep in my eyes as i did with hers, giving me the "cum daddy, i want your dick so bad"
Me: "did you forget it?" In sexual tone while she was lost for words
Her: smiling seductively with her eyes glossed over
Me: repeating slowly and dominant controlling wise, stating the order.
She: "yes, I have this and this"
Me: "you forgot the last one, it was xyz"
She: *went of processing my food order and kept throwing glances over.
Other guy walks in, she was cold as stone lmao.

I nowadays dont feel like chatting up strangers tbh. It feels..off. like i expect them to engage me.

Anyways, got my food. Playfully sharply engaged the neighbour, with whom i have a good relation to. Mocked my food and didnt give a flying fuck. Playfullness was the dominant frame.