02-27-2018, 02:11 AM
1 loop day 5
I feel its taxing on my body. Having the warming energy kick up at times yet all feels stiff.
E is more supplicating and I can feel the dynamic shifting. The energy is present like a noticable undercurrent. At times I feel, as what I call the energy body being shifting. Guess the sub is mercilessly trying to execute now. And I seem to respond fairly good to the sub.
Hunger is present. Slight flu symptoms but whatever.
As Im getting used to the sub, my guess is that my social calibration takes time to adjust. It feels loose and light.
Had another tindr notification. Yesterday, "C" contacted me over whatsapp, and it pisses me off, like shes some kind of puppy send by a friend of mine on which she hits. There is something to that. It did gave me a reference of whats possible.
An camgirl added me on snapchat as a friend, and it does feel DMSI is forcing her to open me up and contact me.
Overal I feel really good and things are looking positive. Gonna scrap caffeine fully as it doesnt satisfy me and I can be without. This includes smoking.
Porn is just dead. Women showing tits bore me and my vision moves away out of disinterest?
Caught several women DIHL this morning. Frozen on the spot. Mesmerized. I believe 'Eli'' did an indirect approach. Expected her to hang around. I see how its fun and its another growth step. I cling to much on expectations. Expecting to close it is now.
I have loads of dreams. Went to bed early yesterday evening. Did notice, as I was online, I had 3 to 5 women intetested. It was like a sense. Its damn easy. Its changing already in my approach as it lines up.
Now I feel the kick in. My mind shuts up and am getting little bit trance-y.
This report gave me insight in several seduction ways. Good stuff. Guess its that wall kicking my ass now to get shit done. It all forces reality bending now. Good.
I feel its taxing on my body. Having the warming energy kick up at times yet all feels stiff.
E is more supplicating and I can feel the dynamic shifting. The energy is present like a noticable undercurrent. At times I feel, as what I call the energy body being shifting. Guess the sub is mercilessly trying to execute now. And I seem to respond fairly good to the sub.
Hunger is present. Slight flu symptoms but whatever.
As Im getting used to the sub, my guess is that my social calibration takes time to adjust. It feels loose and light.
Had another tindr notification. Yesterday, "C" contacted me over whatsapp, and it pisses me off, like shes some kind of puppy send by a friend of mine on which she hits. There is something to that. It did gave me a reference of whats possible.
An camgirl added me on snapchat as a friend, and it does feel DMSI is forcing her to open me up and contact me.
Overal I feel really good and things are looking positive. Gonna scrap caffeine fully as it doesnt satisfy me and I can be without. This includes smoking.
Porn is just dead. Women showing tits bore me and my vision moves away out of disinterest?
Caught several women DIHL this morning. Frozen on the spot. Mesmerized. I believe 'Eli'' did an indirect approach. Expected her to hang around. I see how its fun and its another growth step. I cling to much on expectations. Expecting to close it is now.
I have loads of dreams. Went to bed early yesterday evening. Did notice, as I was online, I had 3 to 5 women intetested. It was like a sense. Its damn easy. Its changing already in my approach as it lines up.
Now I feel the kick in. My mind shuts up and am getting little bit trance-y.
This report gave me insight in several seduction ways. Good stuff. Guess its that wall kicking my ass now to get shit done. It all forces reality bending now. Good.
