01-15-2017, 10:33 PM
(This post was last modified: 01-15-2017, 10:33 PM by RainbowAbyss.)
wow, there are so many DMSI journals, its
awesome.
Been almost 4 weeks on DMSI A 3.1
I'm definitely noticing some healing happening
here are some transformations I've noticed
1. My sense of my image is really high, I feel like
I look sexier and sexier.
2. Female friends have commented on my seeming very sexual
3.My movement has also changed
and seems more fluid.
4. I get stares from people everywhere I go, I can feel a bit like a celebrity in public, and I'm more and more comfortable being seen
5. attractive woman come up to me and ask directions or questions about the trains.
6. I'm not being very proactive about meeting or dating woman and I feel more comfortable with that, like it will happen anyway inevitable
7. My sense of jealousy and competition has gone way down
8. this is the big one-I realized on some level I've created a correlation between sex and sense of self worth, and this is dissipating rapidly on this program
9. Woman talk to me about sex randomly, and some will even say things about how much they like men/ cock/penises ect. while touching me
I'm going to be more proactive with going out and online (tinder) dating at the end of January when my work situation is more stable, will report with success stories then
awesome.
Been almost 4 weeks on DMSI A 3.1
I'm definitely noticing some healing happening
here are some transformations I've noticed
1. My sense of my image is really high, I feel like
I look sexier and sexier.
2. Female friends have commented on my seeming very sexual
3.My movement has also changed
and seems more fluid.
4. I get stares from people everywhere I go, I can feel a bit like a celebrity in public, and I'm more and more comfortable being seen
5. attractive woman come up to me and ask directions or questions about the trains.
6. I'm not being very proactive about meeting or dating woman and I feel more comfortable with that, like it will happen anyway inevitable
7. My sense of jealousy and competition has gone way down
8. this is the big one-I realized on some level I've created a correlation between sex and sense of self worth, and this is dissipating rapidly on this program
9. Woman talk to me about sex randomly, and some will even say things about how much they like men/ cock/penises ect. while touching me
I'm going to be more proactive with going out and online (tinder) dating at the end of January when my work situation is more stable, will report with success stories then
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
