05-05-2017, 02:44 AM
Day 16 on A [prev: 32A + 14B]
Yet another sad and low day. The whole day I was angry, grumpy etc. However, during the phase of being sad/low/grumpy I made a few decisions and it makes me feel like the sub was trying to get me to do something while my subconscious or conscious mind was/were resisting it.
Towards the end of the day I was feeling very restless; and when a guy was trying to act smart with me, I gave it to him and it did make me feel a lot better.
Ended the day feeling extremely lonely in this world. Very weird feeling. I hope this feeling propels me to change things around in life.
Other than that, I was in what I call "bitch" mode all day. Whinging/whining/complaining all day. This is quite unlike me, but there have been a few days on DMSI when I have been like that. I'm hoping it's all in the name of clearing.
Tomorrow is a new day! Rest and reset day!! Have a good weekend everyone.
Yet another sad and low day. The whole day I was angry, grumpy etc. However, during the phase of being sad/low/grumpy I made a few decisions and it makes me feel like the sub was trying to get me to do something while my subconscious or conscious mind was/were resisting it.
Towards the end of the day I was feeling very restless; and when a guy was trying to act smart with me, I gave it to him and it did make me feel a lot better.
Ended the day feeling extremely lonely in this world. Very weird feeling. I hope this feeling propels me to change things around in life.
Other than that, I was in what I call "bitch" mode all day. Whinging/whining/complaining all day. This is quite unlike me, but there have been a few days on DMSI when I have been like that. I'm hoping it's all in the name of clearing.
Tomorrow is a new day! Rest and reset day!! Have a good weekend everyone.
