Day 12 on A [prev: 32A + 14B]
Had the most bizarre coincidence happen to me yesterday. Went to meet my latest interest (aka oneitis) in a group setting and lo and behold! my ex walked in as well.
Bloody small world and I was shocked, angry and visibly shaken that she (my ex) was there. However, my ex and I spoke after everyone left. She tried to tell me that she was not herself when we were together and I told her that I thought I was over her, but I was still angry at her.
At one point when my ex and my oneitis were sitting there chatting together I could see the difference in two energies. ex = dark/heavy energy; oneitis = bright/light energy.
Someone pointed out that maybe it was my past experience with my ex that caused her energy to have appeared dark/heavy... possibly true; but they are very different people and my oneitis is what I'd prefer today.
Anyway, now that they "appear" to have become friends I think it may dissuade me from pursuing my oneitis and cure me of it. Maybe it's DMSI's way of curing me of oneitis
@Shannon: Is the user being able to forgive others included in DMSI? I don't seem to be able to forgive my ex.
Edit: For some reason I feel that my world has now come crashing down and I need to build it again. Feels tough right now, we'll see how things go.
Had the most bizarre coincidence happen to me yesterday. Went to meet my latest interest (aka oneitis) in a group setting and lo and behold! my ex walked in as well.
Bloody small world and I was shocked, angry and visibly shaken that she (my ex) was there. However, my ex and I spoke after everyone left. She tried to tell me that she was not herself when we were together and I told her that I thought I was over her, but I was still angry at her.
At one point when my ex and my oneitis were sitting there chatting together I could see the difference in two energies. ex = dark/heavy energy; oneitis = bright/light energy.
Someone pointed out that maybe it was my past experience with my ex that caused her energy to have appeared dark/heavy... possibly true; but they are very different people and my oneitis is what I'd prefer today.
Anyway, now that they "appear" to have become friends I think it may dissuade me from pursuing my oneitis and cure me of it. Maybe it's DMSI's way of curing me of oneitis
@Shannon: Is the user being able to forgive others included in DMSI? I don't seem to be able to forgive my ex.
Edit: For some reason I feel that my world has now come crashing down and I need to build it again. Feels tough right now, we'll see how things go.
