04-27-2017, 05:16 AM
Day 9 on A [prev: 32A + 14B]
Still get anxiety thinking about the oneitis. I realise that I've made it an issue for myself and it's become an ego/pride/face-saving thing. That isn't letting me be myself with her or whenever I think of her as a lot is at stake.
Hope "A" works its magic on those things.
Other than that, a friend's 18 month baby was extremely friendly to me and wanted me to hold her etc. My friend was surprised because the baby didn't know me and I was more or less a stranger to the baby.
I'm planning to get off the DMSI drug in a week or two.
Still get anxiety thinking about the oneitis. I realise that I've made it an issue for myself and it's become an ego/pride/face-saving thing. That isn't letting me be myself with her or whenever I think of her as a lot is at stake.
Hope "A" works its magic on those things.
Other than that, a friend's 18 month baby was extremely friendly to me and wanted me to hold her etc. My friend was surprised because the baby didn't know me and I was more or less a stranger to the baby.
I'm planning to get off the DMSI drug in a week or two.
