04-19-2017, 05:15 AM
Day 1 on A [prev: 32A + 14B]
Okay... so I'm back to "A" after 14 days on "B".
Listened to my loops during the sleep and woke up while the second loop was playing.
For last 9-10 months I had been pushing for things to change at work. Essentially, the kind and amount of things I was looking after would have necessitated a better role and more money.
Today I was told that it wasn't going to happen. I was really really sad after that and felt like my heart sank. I felt betrayed, lied to and felt like I wasted my last 9-10 months.
Went to the gym after work and I almost felt a pain in the chest. Don't know if it indicated the pain I experienced because of events at work or if it was genuinely a physical pain. My exercise wasn't too vigorous.
Will continue to listen to "A" for at least a week. Hope it's going to help me overcome the sorrow associated with work situation as well.
Okay... so I'm back to "A" after 14 days on "B".
Listened to my loops during the sleep and woke up while the second loop was playing.
For last 9-10 months I had been pushing for things to change at work. Essentially, the kind and amount of things I was looking after would have necessitated a better role and more money.
Today I was told that it wasn't going to happen. I was really really sad after that and felt like my heart sank. I felt betrayed, lied to and felt like I wasted my last 9-10 months.
Went to the gym after work and I almost felt a pain in the chest. Don't know if it indicated the pain I experienced because of events at work or if it was genuinely a physical pain. My exercise wasn't too vigorous.
Will continue to listen to "A" for at least a week. Hope it's going to help me overcome the sorrow associated with work situation as well.
