Day 5 on B
Running option 'B' is proving to be a bit of a roller coaster. I have been experiencing changes in my mood and energy all through the day. They range from excited, wanting to dance to music playing to downright sad and feeling lonely.
At work, my desire to even complete my work has gone. At home, there is no motivation to even do the dishes or laundry or clean up.
Also, my focus is a bit off. I think the sub is moving shaping me to only think about girls. Other things are taking a back seat. For example, I even forgot to pay my health insurance and certain other things which are a given.
Running option 'B' is proving to be a bit of a roller coaster. I have been experiencing changes in my mood and energy all through the day. They range from excited, wanting to dance to music playing to downright sad and feeling lonely.
At work, my desire to even complete my work has gone. At home, there is no motivation to even do the dishes or laundry or clean up.
Also, my focus is a bit off. I think the sub is moving shaping me to only think about girls. Other things are taking a back seat. For example, I even forgot to pay my health insurance and certain other things which are a given.