11-18-2016, 05:41 AM
Wow, just wow. Sh!t is starting to get real.
Started 2.5 on the day it was released, usually been doing 3 loops back to back TS ~30% volume when I sleep, except on Friday and Saturdays due to logistics (don’t want to expose anyone else).
First, a few observations:
Neediness, way down.
DNGAF Attitude, way up.
Outcome independence, rising.
Less desire to go to the gym, but since I’ve been going for 2 yrs now this doesn’t deter me. But, when I’m actually in the gym, a big desire to work out HARD!
More background:
I’m 45, balding (shave my head, but no goatee (haha)), 5’10” 166lbs ~11-12%BF, divorced going on 2 years from a 20yr marriage. I would say I’m at least a 6, but whatevs.
I haven’t had a problem getting the attention of women in my age range (+/- 5 years), and even though I’m quieter/introverted, escalating to sex on the 1st or 2nd date hasn’t been a problem either.
For the past few weeks I’ve noticed a slightly increased amount of respect/IOIs, but nothing in your face blatant. Had some interesting dreams, specifically memorable was the one a few nights ago with the zombies, totally freaked me out. Managed to wake myself up from that, and it took an hour to fall back to sleep.
I was unable to do my usual 3 loops on Wednesday night, so I wonder if some of this is the bloom effect that chaosvrgn was talking about?
The semi-juicy stuff:
A couple of days ago (Wed), the female trainer from the gym I go to said she was going to be at another branch and said I should come since they have newer equipment. She was kino-ing me more than usual that day. She’s petite, has a hard body, a few years younger than me, cute. So the next(Thurs) day I went to the other branch and she was almost following me around like a puppy dog while I did my workout. There is definitely sexual tension there (even before DMSI), and I think DMSI is turning up the heat on her. After I deal with a situation with my ex-gf, now FWB, then I will get her number, and have no doubt that I can close her.
The really juicy stuff:
Yesterday evening (Thurs), I decided to go to my apartment’s thanksgiving dinner/canned food drive; I was really tired and didn’t feel like it, but looking back, I think the autopilot kicked in and made me go. I get my main course and sit in one of the chairs in the tv area. There are a few other tables, all of them filled with other tenants, except one in the back with no one sitting there. After I finish my main course, I go back for dessert. There are a couple of cute young girls that had just come in. As I was getting a plate/fork one of them turns to look at me, I give a little smile, and she gives the deer in headlights look for about 3 seconds. I get my dessert and go back to the chair I was sitting in. Both girls and a couple of other guys go to sit at the empty table in the back. I glance over at them a few times. I see one of them get up and start walking my way, thinking she was just getting more food. Nope. She comes directly to me and asks if I want to join them. I say “sure”, and go to their table. She introduces herself, her friend, and the two guys at the table, that they had also just met. Although I didn’t ask their ages, I’m pretty sure one is about 22 and the other 24. We chat for a little while. The two guys leave. I asked the girls if they wanted to come to my place for some wine. We all go to my place and get some wine/beer and start to watch a stupid movie. Then my ex-gf starts totally blowing up my phone because I’m not responding fast enough to her, and saying she’s leaving to come to my place. Luckily it takes her 30 min to get there so I’m trying to think of how to get these girls to leave, without blowing my future chances, before she arrives. About 10 min later I get both of the young girls to write down their name/phone so we can hang out some other time. They write them down and then say they need to go for the night (confrontation disaster averted, whew (Ex-gf gets there a few min later.)). Basically c0ck-blocked by the ex-gf. I will be inviting them over again. Stay tuned.
Conclusion:
It’s been a long time since “young” girls have approached me. Both were dark-haired, just the size/height I like, wore glasses, and had the “cute” face.
Just set it, and let DMSI do its job.
Started 2.5 on the day it was released, usually been doing 3 loops back to back TS ~30% volume when I sleep, except on Friday and Saturdays due to logistics (don’t want to expose anyone else).
First, a few observations:
Neediness, way down.
DNGAF Attitude, way up.
Outcome independence, rising.
Less desire to go to the gym, but since I’ve been going for 2 yrs now this doesn’t deter me. But, when I’m actually in the gym, a big desire to work out HARD!
More background:
I’m 45, balding (shave my head, but no goatee (haha)), 5’10” 166lbs ~11-12%BF, divorced going on 2 years from a 20yr marriage. I would say I’m at least a 6, but whatevs.
I haven’t had a problem getting the attention of women in my age range (+/- 5 years), and even though I’m quieter/introverted, escalating to sex on the 1st or 2nd date hasn’t been a problem either.
For the past few weeks I’ve noticed a slightly increased amount of respect/IOIs, but nothing in your face blatant. Had some interesting dreams, specifically memorable was the one a few nights ago with the zombies, totally freaked me out. Managed to wake myself up from that, and it took an hour to fall back to sleep.
I was unable to do my usual 3 loops on Wednesday night, so I wonder if some of this is the bloom effect that chaosvrgn was talking about?
The semi-juicy stuff:
A couple of days ago (Wed), the female trainer from the gym I go to said she was going to be at another branch and said I should come since they have newer equipment. She was kino-ing me more than usual that day. She’s petite, has a hard body, a few years younger than me, cute. So the next(Thurs) day I went to the other branch and she was almost following me around like a puppy dog while I did my workout. There is definitely sexual tension there (even before DMSI), and I think DMSI is turning up the heat on her. After I deal with a situation with my ex-gf, now FWB, then I will get her number, and have no doubt that I can close her.
The really juicy stuff:
Yesterday evening (Thurs), I decided to go to my apartment’s thanksgiving dinner/canned food drive; I was really tired and didn’t feel like it, but looking back, I think the autopilot kicked in and made me go. I get my main course and sit in one of the chairs in the tv area. There are a few other tables, all of them filled with other tenants, except one in the back with no one sitting there. After I finish my main course, I go back for dessert. There are a couple of cute young girls that had just come in. As I was getting a plate/fork one of them turns to look at me, I give a little smile, and she gives the deer in headlights look for about 3 seconds. I get my dessert and go back to the chair I was sitting in. Both girls and a couple of other guys go to sit at the empty table in the back. I glance over at them a few times. I see one of them get up and start walking my way, thinking she was just getting more food. Nope. She comes directly to me and asks if I want to join them. I say “sure”, and go to their table. She introduces herself, her friend, and the two guys at the table, that they had also just met. Although I didn’t ask their ages, I’m pretty sure one is about 22 and the other 24. We chat for a little while. The two guys leave. I asked the girls if they wanted to come to my place for some wine. We all go to my place and get some wine/beer and start to watch a stupid movie. Then my ex-gf starts totally blowing up my phone because I’m not responding fast enough to her, and saying she’s leaving to come to my place. Luckily it takes her 30 min to get there so I’m trying to think of how to get these girls to leave, without blowing my future chances, before she arrives. About 10 min later I get both of the young girls to write down their name/phone so we can hang out some other time. They write them down and then say they need to go for the night (confrontation disaster averted, whew (Ex-gf gets there a few min later.)). Basically c0ck-blocked by the ex-gf. I will be inviting them over again. Stay tuned.
Conclusion:
It’s been a long time since “young” girls have approached me. Both were dark-haired, just the size/height I like, wore glasses, and had the “cute” face.
Just set it, and let DMSI do its job.
~Hear ->Understand ->Execute ->Integrate~
