DMSI v2.1 - Only reporting real results

[lokko]

Time and time I get frustrated reading peoples journals because it's either about a dream I don't care about or things that they are doing unrelated to the subs effects. In this journal I will only documents effects/results.

I haven't been keeping track of how many loops I have been doing but for the sake of schizophrenia's out there like me, I will. (Joke intended)

So far 4 days into DMSI.

I have old lady's creeping me out. They keep giving me IOI's. Some of them saying the cheesiest lines out there to get me to laugh and be interested. Some even close to sexual comments like "oh my it's really hot, not because of you or anything and then preceding touch my hands. I now know how hot attractive girls feel like when they thrown cheesy comments. This old lady who came into my work asked for help with her phone and once i did she wanted to stay around make small talk in a flirty way. Like what the hell lady...stop. She finally left when I was giving her one worded answers and looking away.

Ive been doing 4-8 loops during those 4 days. Ive always done em while sleeping so I can't say I've felt those flushing/burning effects and so on.

[lokko]

My grandpa told me don't tell your dreams to people it can affect your real life. Whether that's true or not I don't know, but I rather just not anymore. I used to in my other journals. Who knows maybe one day I will again. And as far as chakras goes. I'm going to steer away from the stuff, i did have interest in the past but I just feel like a weirdo going into that stuff instead of just living life "the normal way" whatever that means. All that spiritual stuff I'll get into when I'm in my 50's and when I'm more worried about death. Unless one of you are able to physically manipulate energy, then sure ill get into that stuff but for now, ill keep my life simple.

[RisingSon]

There is a man who started an 'Avatar Energy Master' course that could quite easily make physical manipulations and has video proof of sending ripples into water, etc. He's awesome but went through a unique spontaneous awakening experience. Usually it takes years of meditation in a cave...

[RisingSon]

In the end, science and spirituality merge. This is already evident with technology like kirlian photography. However, who has the eyes to see and ears to hear is the real question. For that reason, try not to go too overboard on the woo-woo because we have to sometimes censor ourselves on this board to keep it's appeal broad and the company in good public favor.

[lokko]

Meditation is key to many of the energy manipulations. i would say meditation is perhaps the key to all of the bodies problems.

i remeber four years ago when i used to meditate so deeply that i did not need to sleep. i kept up for two months straight, though there were hallucinations and deep pains at time. science people think that stuff like that is not possible but they could never understand what the body is capable of once you can take control of you energy.

my friends did not belive that i stayed up for two months straight. i would sit at night and text them each hour but they would claim that any program could do that.

I tried to get my journal into a focused results only thread but now you got me interested...You didn't sleep at all for 2 months? that's insane man.

[Shannon]

I would say that 2-3 days without sleep can put you out of commission, and 4-6 can potentially put you in the mental hospital. 7+ can potentially kill you, although I have heard of torture victims being kept awake for weeks on end as a form of "interrogation". I would not want to find out what that does to the mind and body.

If you really went that long without sleep, you were recharging your brain in some other way for sure, but you can't just decide to stay awake and drink lots of caffeine and do it, that's for sure.

[Shannon]

yes meditation was recharging my brain. Though it was not enough and still put some serious physical pain and mental exhaustion.

I also remeber reading where the CIA was torturing terrorists by keeping them up for 7+ days. they were tortured by forcing to be stood up and cold water being constantly poured

That's what I was referring to - they were apparently keeping these guys awake for weeks on end through torture to "interrogate" them.

[RisingSon]

I find it hard enough to get motivation to meditate even a few minutes.

What were you trying to accomplish besides just not sleeping? And your diet?

[RisingSon]

Kundalini meditation, isn't that meant to raise a lot of energy? Ideally, you would want to meditate heavily on your chakra system and really make sure they are active and pumping in which to have something to draw up the central channel. It could be that you were overcharging your system, causing the pain.

Those monks that can self-immolate have certainly mastered chi control. There are stories of yogis who have been buried on purpose for months then dug back up and regained consciousness.

Pretty standard diet. A raw food diet can increase energy. I've also heard reports of people needing barely any sleep while fasting, but that is after the detox phase I think. Look up Shivambu which is a controversial fasting technique related to this.

[lokko]

ok well back to results/effects.

It's 3 am here almost and I have the urge to masterbate. I have masterbated 3-4 times this week. I'm a guy who masterbates once or twice a month...

[lokko]

So last night when I posted that. 10 minutes later I watched porn for the first time in 2 years. Yep broke my record. I mean I fap 2-3 times a month but never used porn to achieve it. It's easy for us premature ejaculators to cum haha.

Anyways besides that. Today I had a teen double look at me and one other girl smile at me when she caught me looking at her. These could be normal but they don't happen often. I read one journal here that said something along the lines of feeling exhausted but not knowing you are exhausted during the day. That's true to me because I didn't know my mind and body was exhausted until I got home, layed in bed and finally exhaustion kicked in. Kicked in so hard I fell asleep. Someone just called me now so I woke up after 2 hours but i still feel exhausted. Like mentally especially.

[Raykon]

My grandpa told me don't tell your dreams to people it can affect your real life. Whether that's true or not I don't know, but I rather just not anymore. I used to in my other journals. Who knows maybe one day I will again. And as far as chakras goes. I'm going to steer away from the stuff, i did have interest in the past but I just feel like a weirdo going into that stuff instead of just living life "the normal way" whatever that means. All that spiritual stuff I'll get into when I'm in my 50's and when I'm more worried about death. Unless one of you are able to physically manipulate energy, then sure ill get into that stuff but for now, ill keep my life simple.

I was able to physically manipulate my energy in the past in the sense that i could touch people with it and they felt "different". of course you cannot see it since it is energy. it takes much effort to manipulate energy as I had to go vegan, stop flouride consumption, had to stop processed foods, and meditate.

once you can manipulate your aura, you can feel things others cant. like I could easily tell through my aura if a person was lying or if they did not want to see me. you have to almost send your aura into their brain.

I'm also vegan and a highly spiritual person all my life. Very empathetic and in tune with energy.

I knew my boss was going to get angry and bitch at me and I was upset before I even got to work. The moment I saw him he started flipping out at me and complaining.

I wont go into detail but he's never ever yelled or bitched at me ONCE. So it's not a common thing at all. Literally the first time he did it and I was already feeling his emotions before I saw him (on the way to work).

The close I got the more profound the feeling. This happened today.

[Gotcha]

I'm also vegan and a highly spiritual person all my life. Very empathetic and in tune with energy.

I knew my boss was going to get angry and bitch at me and I was upset before I even got to work. The moment I saw him he started flipping out at me and complaining.

I wont go into detail but he's never ever yelled or bitched at me ONCE. So it's not a common thing at all. Literally the first time he did it and I was already feeling his emotions before I saw him (on the way to work).

The close I got the more profound the feeling. This happened today.

Do you think it is possible that you manifested the angry boss from focusing on and visualizing him flipping out and complaining?
Instead of you sensing it from afar, I mean.

[Raykon]

I'm also vegan and a highly spiritual person all my life. Very empathetic and in tune with energy.

I knew my boss was going to get angry and bitch at me and I was upset before I even got to work. The moment I saw him he started flipping out at me and complaining.

I wont go into detail but he's never ever yelled or bitched at me ONCE. So it's not a common thing at all. Literally the first time he did it and I was already feeling his emotions before I saw him (on the way to work).

The close I got the more profound the feeling. This happened today.

Do you think it is possible that you manifested the angry boss from focusing on and visualizing him flipping out and complaining?
Instead of you sensing it from afar, I mean.

That could be true but I doubt it. I do believe in manifestation but I just don't think in that situation that was the case. I've manifested allot of things into my life but usually I don't notice the manifestation until a few months or year or two later.

Part of the law attraction without talking metaphysics is that it causes your focus and thoughts to guide you & change the decisions you make on a day to day that lead to an inevitable result (the manifestation)

I'm an extremely empathetic person & I believe that I could feel his negativity from a long distance. ( 500 yards) I literally felt negative emotions when I got close to my work and as soon as I saw him he went off at me. I've been known to predict the future many time in the past. sometime a month into the future sometimes a day or two.

I'l have conversations in my head and they happen exactly 95 percent word for word with someone. Or i'l know if someone is going to say something to me or act a certain way to me before it happens.

All humans are psychic, some people have those sense more developed then others. Some are too calcified to use there pineal gland properly.