12-15-2018, 07:28 AM
Day 6
Today's an off day. I woke with grief, like yesterday, and used calming techniques to soothe it as best I could. That's still happening.
Meanwhile...
I had an odd experience yesterday, and I don't know if it's DMSI or not. I was at the movie theater for the new Spider-Man movie (it's awesome; see it) and the trailer for Shazam was on. There's assigned seating, and a larger dude was settling in two seats down. The guy said, to me, "You know, in the comics it's an older guy who's the mentor." I said, "What?" and he repeated himself. I said, "Oh, OK," a bit confused, and the guy settled in and didn't say anything more. The lights were down and I've never had anyone talk to me in that way in a movie theater. Weird.
The other thing that I realized (TMI warning!) is that for months now my gut has been not been very well-regulated. My sense of having to go number 2 is of the super-sudden "you need to go now" type, and then it comes out loose. For the past week it's been a lot better. No more urgent moments and it comes out quite a bit more solid.
Are either of those DMSI? Either way I'm definitely a +1 to the poop; the previous situation hasn't been great. And I think I'm +1 to random people too. I feel this disconnection to humanity as a whole, so this might be a sign of something new there.
Today's an off day. I woke with grief, like yesterday, and used calming techniques to soothe it as best I could. That's still happening.
Meanwhile...
I had an odd experience yesterday, and I don't know if it's DMSI or not. I was at the movie theater for the new Spider-Man movie (it's awesome; see it) and the trailer for Shazam was on. There's assigned seating, and a larger dude was settling in two seats down. The guy said, to me, "You know, in the comics it's an older guy who's the mentor." I said, "What?" and he repeated himself. I said, "Oh, OK," a bit confused, and the guy settled in and didn't say anything more. The lights were down and I've never had anyone talk to me in that way in a movie theater. Weird.
The other thing that I realized (TMI warning!) is that for months now my gut has been not been very well-regulated. My sense of having to go number 2 is of the super-sudden "you need to go now" type, and then it comes out loose. For the past week it's been a lot better. No more urgent moments and it comes out quite a bit more solid.
Are either of those DMSI? Either way I'm definitely a +1 to the poop; the previous situation hasn't been great. And I think I'm +1 to random people too. I feel this disconnection to humanity as a whole, so this might be a sign of something new there.
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.