12-18-2016, 03:23 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-18-2016, 03:30 AM by JackOfHearts.)
Day 16:
It seems right now DMSI is half working compared to the first week. I had a burst of hunger about 4 days ago which looked like V1 but it seems to have disappeared now. Still no exaggerated tiredness, I didn't sleep much yesterday but I'm still feeling fine, nothing like when I was on V2.4 which got me very very tired.
I'm not really motivated, more pessimistic about life though if I talk with someone I get more joyful. It feels a bit like Bad wolf actually when the bad self effects appeared after around 3 hours, sadness mostly like life doesn't hold any juice, apathy, life is boring
Not much in terms of attraction. A really beautiful confident girl I talked to in a perfume shop got intimidated and couldn't talk properly at some point. It's the first time a girl that people would consider to have a "model" appearance that I see got intimidated in front of me. She has the "perfect face" but not the kind of girls I'm really attracted to as she is too thin for my standard, I don't see most model as the most attractive girls due to that, most of them lack curves. When I was talking to her I could see behind me that the others girls were peeing on me as if there were jealous. I would still date a girl like that though just to try her, see what it's like, she is still very pretty to me even if she lacks curves. But I doubt she is the kind of girls I would be able to really enjoy.
Yesterday night I didn't got much apparent results though, I talked to 3 different girls that I met through my friends but none of them seems to be attracted. One girl which was really hit by my SM3 vibe on stage 4 or 5 ignored me mostly and was cold toward me. This bothered me as I saw her as more attractive that night compared to the other time I saw her. It's like when I'm interested they are not.
During the day there were 2 girls that I consider average in beauty that were definitely hit by me, girls that I wouldn't bother to talk to or maybe just for a ONS but I would mostly be bored. I'm actually bored by that most of time now and a bit bothered actually because I always seems to attract girls that I'm not attracted to. There was one in a perfume shop that were obviously seeking me, she positioned herself next to me, she was awkward , socially and in her work. I couldn't even make a conversation with her more 1 minute as she was just not able to.
There are girls that I'm seriously doubting how they can have a job there, she was far from the worst though. There are girls I would just say "get lost" you can't even talk and say something interesting, sometimes I want to talk their manager and ask them "how can you hire such a girl?"
I'm very critical right now and the charisma effect seems to be gone, the effect that makes me more open minded.
During the day I also saw some average girls smiling at me as I pass near them, one was in a mall. But I'm not interested by them. This effect remind me of BIABW , some girls smiling at me in the street as I pass near them.
It seems right now DMSI is half working compared to the first week. I had a burst of hunger about 4 days ago which looked like V1 but it seems to have disappeared now. Still no exaggerated tiredness, I didn't sleep much yesterday but I'm still feeling fine, nothing like when I was on V2.4 which got me very very tired.
I'm not really motivated, more pessimistic about life though if I talk with someone I get more joyful. It feels a bit like Bad wolf actually when the bad self effects appeared after around 3 hours, sadness mostly like life doesn't hold any juice, apathy, life is boring
Not much in terms of attraction. A really beautiful confident girl I talked to in a perfume shop got intimidated and couldn't talk properly at some point. It's the first time a girl that people would consider to have a "model" appearance that I see got intimidated in front of me. She has the "perfect face" but not the kind of girls I'm really attracted to as she is too thin for my standard, I don't see most model as the most attractive girls due to that, most of them lack curves. When I was talking to her I could see behind me that the others girls were peeing on me as if there were jealous. I would still date a girl like that though just to try her, see what it's like, she is still very pretty to me even if she lacks curves. But I doubt she is the kind of girls I would be able to really enjoy.
Yesterday night I didn't got much apparent results though, I talked to 3 different girls that I met through my friends but none of them seems to be attracted. One girl which was really hit by my SM3 vibe on stage 4 or 5 ignored me mostly and was cold toward me. This bothered me as I saw her as more attractive that night compared to the other time I saw her. It's like when I'm interested they are not.
During the day there were 2 girls that I consider average in beauty that were definitely hit by me, girls that I wouldn't bother to talk to or maybe just for a ONS but I would mostly be bored. I'm actually bored by that most of time now and a bit bothered actually because I always seems to attract girls that I'm not attracted to. There was one in a perfume shop that were obviously seeking me, she positioned herself next to me, she was awkward , socially and in her work. I couldn't even make a conversation with her more 1 minute as she was just not able to.
There are girls that I'm seriously doubting how they can have a job there, she was far from the worst though. There are girls I would just say "get lost" you can't even talk and say something interesting, sometimes I want to talk their manager and ask them "how can you hire such a girl?"
I'm very critical right now and the charisma effect seems to be gone, the effect that makes me more open minded.
During the day I also saw some average girls smiling at me as I pass near them, one was in a mall. But I'm not interested by them. This effect remind me of BIABW , some girls smiling at me in the street as I pass near them.
