Day 3
4 Loops last night, one loop this morning.
Last night as I ran the sub, I had the burning sensation in my chest. It took me a few moments before I could actually comprehend what was happening. It was strangely unique and the only thing I could think of at the time was that, this is what all of the posters were referring to. Experiencing it first hand gave me some perspective on it.
I tossed and turned a bit but eventually adjusted to the sounds. In this contrast again, and I've mentioned this a few times in my previous posts, the difference between 2.3 and 2.4 really shows. It took me a total of 7 days, including a day off from 2.3, before I could get adjusted to it and stave off all of the headaches I was having.
With 2.4 it's been easier. I was tired today though. Not as physically exhausted as I was on 2.3, but still tired. I managed to get through most of my day without incident or anger. That is until the afternoon when someone I work with in another department said something that sent me off the rails. I'm having a hard time actually explaining how angry I was - no, not angry, I was full on Rage. While I didn't do anything like scream or show anything externally, I think anyone who was in my vicinity felt how angry I was. It took me several hours to calm down, and that's because I eventually just got exhausted from being angry. Like I felt drained.
After calming down a bit, I took a short 10 minute nap.
I'm not entirely sure what the healing modules are doing to me, but I want to heal myself because I obviously have something dark buried deep inside of myself.
In terms of women, I haven't actually registered anything that shows any indication of interest from women. And I am OK with that. I don't need this sub to get women to throw themselves at me day 1. I'm going to stay with this and continue because it is affecting me in ways that I can't explain.
With DMSI 2.3, it took me almost 9 to 10 days before I started getting reactions from women.
We'll see how things go tomorrow.
Until Then...
4 Loops last night, one loop this morning.
Last night as I ran the sub, I had the burning sensation in my chest. It took me a few moments before I could actually comprehend what was happening. It was strangely unique and the only thing I could think of at the time was that, this is what all of the posters were referring to. Experiencing it first hand gave me some perspective on it.
I tossed and turned a bit but eventually adjusted to the sounds. In this contrast again, and I've mentioned this a few times in my previous posts, the difference between 2.3 and 2.4 really shows. It took me a total of 7 days, including a day off from 2.3, before I could get adjusted to it and stave off all of the headaches I was having.
With 2.4 it's been easier. I was tired today though. Not as physically exhausted as I was on 2.3, but still tired. I managed to get through most of my day without incident or anger. That is until the afternoon when someone I work with in another department said something that sent me off the rails. I'm having a hard time actually explaining how angry I was - no, not angry, I was full on Rage. While I didn't do anything like scream or show anything externally, I think anyone who was in my vicinity felt how angry I was. It took me several hours to calm down, and that's because I eventually just got exhausted from being angry. Like I felt drained.
After calming down a bit, I took a short 10 minute nap.
I'm not entirely sure what the healing modules are doing to me, but I want to heal myself because I obviously have something dark buried deep inside of myself.
In terms of women, I haven't actually registered anything that shows any indication of interest from women. And I am OK with that. I don't need this sub to get women to throw themselves at me day 1. I'm going to stay with this and continue because it is affecting me in ways that I can't explain.
With DMSI 2.3, it took me almost 9 to 10 days before I started getting reactions from women.
We'll see how things go tomorrow.
Until Then...
