DMSI Journey

[FREAK4LIFE]

Hey guys, long time no see. Haven't been on this forum for years.

So I just bought DMSI 2.4, Develop Maximum Sexual Irresistibility. I'll keep a record here of anything interesting that I notice.

A little background story: I waited until I got married before I had sex and then the marriage was so terrible I just can't take it anymore and am leaving soon. I just realized the other day I could have used the Increase Sex Drive sub to save the marriage from monogamous celibacy (r/DeadBedrooms). But it's too late already, I've been running EYRR (End Your Romantic Relationship) for a month now and I'm glad I did because even great sex couldn't save that marriage. She's too abusive, manipulative and hypocritical. I don't like her as a person anymore, let alone love her.

But we're in China and I lost my passport (she probably threw it away) so I'm stuck pretending everything is okay for a few weeks until my new passport arrives in the mail. I have to keep lying and saying I love her but it's not true.

So that brings us to this point now. I'm still technically married but my STBXW has no idea of my plans.

I chose DMSI (a) because the whole concept of 6g excites me and (b) because I've been so sexually frustrated and sex-deprived that I literally don't give a *** anymore and want to make up for lost time.

I've never had sex with anyone other than my wife before but I plan on changing that. Preferably without getting caught before I make my prison escape, that could cause problems. If I don't get laid before I get on the plane and just have a fun time flirting with the locals and get a lot of attention from women, that's fine. But I do want to set a goal to have random casual sex with someone on the plane, i.e. the moment I'm out.

Chinese girls love foreigners and I'd like to take advantage of that before I leave if possible. Also I gained a good 2" or so with penis enlargement sub (7"+ now) and I think the Chinese girls would love it, it'd be double what they're used to (no offense to Chinese men).

So yeah maybe I'm a bitter jerk. But I tried being a good boy and it sucked.

Thanks for reading!

TL;DR
Just about to leave a miserable dead bedroom marriage and looking to make up for lost time.

what subs did you do before?

Why jump into marriage when you could have gone the player route?

I don't understand.

If you don't mind sharing the details of your life and why you took such decisions in the first place would be massively appreciated.

thanks.