09-05-2017, 03:47 AM
Fuck yeah. No resistance today again .
And it's not like the sub isn't working.
Firstly yesterday before sleeping I went into a fight on a forum. I called out someone's bullshit and I was really harsh...Lol poor guy. I was extremelly irritated for nothing.
That's something realy unusual from my thinking pattern as I try to be at best the Zen guy. I prefer to shut up than cause issues. Idk if my sudden anger was due to something being clearing in me...
Then, last night I dreamed a lot. No in fact I just could remember that I dreamed a lot. Most of the dreams were about the past. I dreamed about girls I met in high school.
I was even close to enter a lucid dream. There was a very vivid music in one of my dreams, that really moved me some years ago when I listened to it for the first time. Uppon hearing it in my dream it sorts of triggered my lucidity. And I was drifting into sleep paralysis.
Unfortunately I react too soon and got kicked out of the dream.
Well so far, everything is good. US seems to be the Key for me.
So now I guess I can stop worrying about resistance, just run that damn sub and enjoy life, and the results moke:moke:.
And it's not like the sub isn't working.
Firstly yesterday before sleeping I went into a fight on a forum. I called out someone's bullshit and I was really harsh...Lol poor guy. I was extremelly irritated for nothing.
That's something realy unusual from my thinking pattern as I try to be at best the Zen guy. I prefer to shut up than cause issues. Idk if my sudden anger was due to something being clearing in me...
Then, last night I dreamed a lot. No in fact I just could remember that I dreamed a lot. Most of the dreams were about the past. I dreamed about girls I met in high school.
I was even close to enter a lucid dream. There was a very vivid music in one of my dreams, that really moved me some years ago when I listened to it for the first time. Uppon hearing it in my dream it sorts of triggered my lucidity. And I was drifting into sleep paralysis.
Unfortunately I react too soon and got kicked out of the dream.
Well so far, everything is good. US seems to be the Key for me.
So now I guess I can stop worrying about resistance, just run that damn sub and enjoy life, and the results moke:moke:.