Quote:You may find minimalism interesting...Seems interesting, thank you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iKhQ75DfD2k
Another note to my journal:
I really feel like DMSI A cleansing is kicking in since Day #14. That night when I ran 8-11 loops. Since that day I feel good and my depression stoped. Day #15 I managed to "say goodbye" to Z. I was running a movie in my head, about how much I fucked up with her, ect, I acknolowdege it then let it go.
Ever since, I do not think that much about her.
And, as DMSI is cleansing my crappy beliefs, I'm more and more aware to what I trully want. I appreciate that "I don't give a fuck" attitude and I want to explore it more, that's probably why I have that urge to work on myself, my feelings, my spirituality.
Being peaceful is what matters to me now, all these wanting and chasing is meaningless.
I'm still not sure if it's my subconscious resisting, but tbh the path I want to take seems more healthier to me, than constantly chasing girls, wanting their approval, worrying about them, ect.
On a related note, about my attractiveness, and the confidence on my look. Well, I stopped seeing myself as the most handsome man on earth. I miss this feeling. But I'm accepting myself regadless, I'm just...me.
