@dissonance: Thank you, but I gave them a try for a while and I still got diarrhea when I drink milk.
Day 17.
2 loops hybrid track (low volume).
Since I started DMSI A, I feel like chasing girls is meaningless - most of the time. That's really strange but since DMSI A I'm more interested in my spiritual development. I feel like I have less attachement in material stuff.
As far as I can recall I always was interested in spiritual development, but now the urge is strong.
I do not know if it's my subconscious resisting to make me stop the sub, but now I feel like listening to DMSI is meaningless. I feel like there are way more important points I must work on than banging chicks.
On a related note, yesterday something clicked in my head. I realized I'm after girls because I want validation. I feel like I want confirmation that I'm a real man, a "normal" human being. I still have the V card.
Ironically, my way of life, my personnality (INFP-T) don't let room for playing with women that much.
I don't know what to do...I'll probably stop DMSI after the 32th day and focus on my physical healing (MHS), feeling good (LTU), learning and being productive (MLS or BASE). If there was a "spiritual" sub I'd have used it right away.
Everything else seems meningless to me right now.
Day 17.
2 loops hybrid track (low volume).
Since I started DMSI A, I feel like chasing girls is meaningless - most of the time. That's really strange but since DMSI A I'm more interested in my spiritual development. I feel like I have less attachement in material stuff.
As far as I can recall I always was interested in spiritual development, but now the urge is strong.
I do not know if it's my subconscious resisting to make me stop the sub, but now I feel like listening to DMSI is meaningless. I feel like there are way more important points I must work on than banging chicks.
On a related note, yesterday something clicked in my head. I realized I'm after girls because I want validation. I feel like I want confirmation that I'm a real man, a "normal" human being. I still have the V card.
Ironically, my way of life, my personnality (INFP-T) don't let room for playing with women that much.
I don't know what to do...I'll probably stop DMSI after the 32th day and focus on my physical healing (MHS), feeling good (LTU), learning and being productive (MLS or BASE). If there was a "spiritual" sub I'd have used it right away.
Everything else seems meningless to me right now.
