Felt depressed and hopeless today again all the morning. Life seemed meaningless, I got suicidal thoughts. I had to use some NLP tricks and metta meditation to lift my mood (sorry Shannon).
It's almost funny to see how my subconscious mind thinks it's the end of the world. That's the feeling I get behind my hopelessness and emptiness.
Now, being single bothers me a lot. Feel sick when I see couples.
I'll run the ultrasonic track all the night today. (unless it's ok to listen to the hybrid track on my laptop - without earphone then)
It's almost funny to see how my subconscious mind thinks it's the end of the world. That's the feeling I get behind my hopelessness and emptiness.
Now, being single bothers me a lot. Feel sick when I see couples.
I'll run the ultrasonic track all the night today. (unless it's ok to listen to the hybrid track on my laptop - without earphone then)
