03-24-2017, 02:10 PM
(This post was last modified: 03-24-2017, 02:11 PM by AlphaScorpio.)
I think I am executing parts of the script.
-Walking has become relaxing, I look straight ahead of me and don't feel as insecure about how I'm walking
-Noticable increase in looks from all types of different people
-Noticable increase in IOIs although nothing huge, caught a 8/10 glancing up at me quickly before looking down again when she was about 5 ft away, walking past me. Girls in general do seem to be looking more.
-Ugly/undesirable girls still looking at me.
-Politeness from certain people and silence/intimidation from others, this is especially apparent when dealing with cashiers, some are particularly catering to me others say nothing at all.
-I had a thought today, the reasons why I feel good when I see IOIs, it's not so much that I get an ego boost (althought of course I can't deny that as well) it's more that I actual FEEL like I'm connecting with people it's like wow we both notice we are here in this moment, that shit is powerful, possible healing? Because even if it's someone I'm not attracted to, I would rather they look into my eyes than to look at nothing. I'm always looking around at different people, people watching they call it, I realized I am just someone wanting to connect with others, cool realization.
Strange, I feel reluctant to post positive things on here when I think things are beginning to shift. Well I've done it now.
-Walking has become relaxing, I look straight ahead of me and don't feel as insecure about how I'm walking
-Noticable increase in looks from all types of different people
-Noticable increase in IOIs although nothing huge, caught a 8/10 glancing up at me quickly before looking down again when she was about 5 ft away, walking past me. Girls in general do seem to be looking more.
-Ugly/undesirable girls still looking at me.
-Politeness from certain people and silence/intimidation from others, this is especially apparent when dealing with cashiers, some are particularly catering to me others say nothing at all.
-I had a thought today, the reasons why I feel good when I see IOIs, it's not so much that I get an ego boost (althought of course I can't deny that as well) it's more that I actual FEEL like I'm connecting with people it's like wow we both notice we are here in this moment, that shit is powerful, possible healing? Because even if it's someone I'm not attracted to, I would rather they look into my eyes than to look at nothing. I'm always looking around at different people, people watching they call it, I realized I am just someone wanting to connect with others, cool realization.
Strange, I feel reluctant to post positive things on here when I think things are beginning to shift. Well I've done it now.
