Stopped 3.1[A] for 21 days (actually a bit less) and it has been 4 days since I began 3.2[B], 1 loop per day.
During the hiatus, nothing much happened. Still get girls looking at me and shying away from time-to-time, however, nothing significant. One thing I do want to say is that there were a few days where I would feel kinda blue for some reason. Not sure if this has anything to do with me stopping DMSI.
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DMSI 3.2[B] (4 Days)
1) The first day nothing much. Oh, I did felt a little agitation, it only lasted an hour or so. Didn't explode or anything.
2) Noticed more girls looking at me and then shying away than usual.
3) Not sure what is with DMSI, however, my drive and confidence are still there. I do have confidence in myself, however, this feeling, it's strong. Hard to explain, it's like you are ready to take on something.
4) Didn't feel any heat/hot/aura occurring this time around.
5) The third day I was walking into my apartment lobby, a girl was standing there talking to the janitor. As soon as I walked in, her focus shifted towards me and she couldn't get her eyes off me. Her eyes, (I haven't seen those in awhile) it's like it was shinning if you know what I mean. While I walked passed her (we were pretty close to each other) I could feel this sensation surging through me. While I was waiting for the lift, she kept on looking at me, trying to be subtle, however, it was obvious to me. We went into the same lift, and her whole body was facing towards me while her head was 'trying' to look elsewhere. From my peripheral vision, I could see her still looking at me, not directly, but it was still considered to be a straight look. When she reached her floor, she 'slowly' I mean s-l-o-w-ly walked out while still having her attention on me. I told her to be careful since she was holding something. That was a pretty nice feeling.
6) Today, I'm not sure if this is DMSI, I felt excited and happy and I felt good about myself. That excitement, it was great where I would feel really happy about myself. I could feel my heart beating faster than usual. it subsided after a while though. (the heart beating fast part)
7) Had the 'didn't really care attitude' when receiving girls replies or when replying to them.
8) There were times when I felt kinda shy I would say? I'm not 'that' of a shy guy, however, I use to be. This might be something I still have without me realizing it or accepting it. I just reinforce myself and tell myself that I need to man up and push myself to surpass that part of mine.
9) A woman was looking at me when I was on the bus. She was in her 50's I would say. She was with an elderly woman and she kept on looking at me and then looking away. Funny thing is that an older guy that was with her, he kept on looking at me, however, the looks were not dreamy, it was more like he was uncomfortable. At least that's how I felt or perceived it.
I've gone back to working out last week, so I'm a not sure if that has any contribution towards DMSI.
I'll report more soon.
During the hiatus, nothing much happened. Still get girls looking at me and shying away from time-to-time, however, nothing significant. One thing I do want to say is that there were a few days where I would feel kinda blue for some reason. Not sure if this has anything to do with me stopping DMSI.
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DMSI 3.2[B] (4 Days)
1) The first day nothing much. Oh, I did felt a little agitation, it only lasted an hour or so. Didn't explode or anything.
2) Noticed more girls looking at me and then shying away than usual.
3) Not sure what is with DMSI, however, my drive and confidence are still there. I do have confidence in myself, however, this feeling, it's strong. Hard to explain, it's like you are ready to take on something.
4) Didn't feel any heat/hot/aura occurring this time around.
5) The third day I was walking into my apartment lobby, a girl was standing there talking to the janitor. As soon as I walked in, her focus shifted towards me and she couldn't get her eyes off me. Her eyes, (I haven't seen those in awhile) it's like it was shinning if you know what I mean. While I walked passed her (we were pretty close to each other) I could feel this sensation surging through me. While I was waiting for the lift, she kept on looking at me, trying to be subtle, however, it was obvious to me. We went into the same lift, and her whole body was facing towards me while her head was 'trying' to look elsewhere. From my peripheral vision, I could see her still looking at me, not directly, but it was still considered to be a straight look. When she reached her floor, she 'slowly' I mean s-l-o-w-ly walked out while still having her attention on me. I told her to be careful since she was holding something. That was a pretty nice feeling.
6) Today, I'm not sure if this is DMSI, I felt excited and happy and I felt good about myself. That excitement, it was great where I would feel really happy about myself. I could feel my heart beating faster than usual. it subsided after a while though. (the heart beating fast part)
7) Had the 'didn't really care attitude' when receiving girls replies or when replying to them.
8) There were times when I felt kinda shy I would say? I'm not 'that' of a shy guy, however, I use to be. This might be something I still have without me realizing it or accepting it. I just reinforce myself and tell myself that I need to man up and push myself to surpass that part of mine.
9) A woman was looking at me when I was on the bus. She was in her 50's I would say. She was with an elderly woman and she kept on looking at me and then looking away. Funny thing is that an older guy that was with her, he kept on looking at me, however, the looks were not dreamy, it was more like he was uncomfortable. At least that's how I felt or perceived it.
I've gone back to working out last week, so I'm a not sure if that has any contribution towards DMSI.
I'll report more soon.
