DMSI 6-C (FRM+DRS) Adventures and Musings

[Diablojack00]

Sounds good to me. As I said in my journal I executed with a girl but it did take a week or two for things to align with our schedules for that to happen.

There are other girls that show interest especially at work and they will just hover around me and they don't even really work in my area.

[Have at ye]

Yeah, I saw in your journal, congrats!

One month on this version of DMSI. Sadly, 2/3rds of it I spent at home suffering with back pain and struggling to even get out and do the stuff I had to do. I am getting tremendous IOIs sometimes an' all that, but hadn't gotten laid yet. But I do believe it's only a matter of time. The FRM is working overtime, and I'm also doing healing definitely. It's not always pleasant. Tons of wonky dreams.

The most important development, I think, is that the program led me to go really hard into my energetic workings and I've gained a tremendous amount of new tools for all areas of life, but a lot of them also to get my sex and love life up and running. F. in. right now not only am I doing energetic workings for healing, I'm also doing some to increase my libido and prepare for proper sexual performance. Getting the engines all geared up, so to speak. And it's definitely working.

I'm being a busy little bee also professionally, as I've got another audition on Friday for which I've got to prepare. The previous auditions went very well. Then I have a short story to write. And I also have ample free-time activities planned (two goth/metalzz gigs next weekend day after day, then a Halloween party with friends next weekend). So there will be ample opportunities for stuff strutting and sniping, I think.

I'm noticing that around me women who are taken and/or are in a relationship to me where sex would be inadvisable do tend to start getting salty. Probably due to sexual frustration because they'd like to get it on but they believe the shouldn't.

[Have at ye]

Just had a tremendously fascinating FRM/healing dream when taking a nap.

I've been feelin' tired these past couple of days. But that's also due to the auditions and stuff, and having a lot of things to do. I don't feel like I'll be able to prepare for these second auditions properly - I was even considering cancelling them for a moment there. I probably won't, but I don't like being underprepared.

Continuing with DMSI and my stuffies.

[Have at ye]

Yesterday's night wonky dreams were a breakthrough, I believe - I remembered a pre-speech situation which was very fear inducing, sexuality wise. And the fear seems to have lessened and is being "drawn out", so to speak, if I go by wonky sensations. Very good.

Working hard, preparing for second auditions in a row. Can't wait to have a free day or two in the near future. Next week, surely.

Also can't wait to attend my goth and metalzzz gigz this weekend.

Eneregetic working are progressing juuuust fine. I'd love to have more free time to practice them, but soon. They actually don't take up that much time if you know what you're doing and have the tools at your disposal that I have. Also implemented some more protective measures, because why not - these should be indeed really helpful vs. people who are too dumb to stay away from DRS v3.

[Diablojack00]

Yeah, I saw in your journal, congrats!

One month on this version of DMSI. Sadly, 2/3rds of it I spent at home suffering with back pain and struggling to even get out and do the stuff I had to do. I am getting tremendous IOIs sometimes an' all that, but hadn't gotten laid yet. But I do believe it's only a matter of time. The FRM is working overtime, and I'm also doing healing definitely. It's not always pleasant. Tons of wonky dreams.

The most important development, I think, is that the program led me to go really hard into my energetic workings and I've gained a tremendous amount of new tools for all areas of life, but a lot of them also to get my sex and love life up and running. F. in. right now not only am I doing energetic workings for healing, I'm also doing some to increase my libido and prepare for proper sexual performance. Getting the engines all geared up, so to speak. And it's definitely working.

I'm being a busy little bee also professionally, as I've got another audition on Friday for which I've got to prepare. The previous auditions went very well. Then I have a short story to write. And I also have ample free-time activities planned (two goth/metalzz gigs next weekend day after day, then a Halloween party with friends next weekend). So there will be ample opportunities for stuff strutting and sniping, I think.

I'm noticing that around me women who are taken and/or are in a relationship to me where sex would be inadvisable do tend to start getting salty. Probably due to sexual frustration because they'd like to get it on but they believe the shouldn't.

I'm hoping your back heals up soon. I was dropped on my head in a wrestling match round 1997 and my neck sometimes gives me pains. 

When it comes to married women they are just "meh"
Around me.

Younger girls mainly early 20s hover round me. At my work the women that I've never spoken to before respond enthusiasticly when I say Hi.

[Have at ye]

My back's been fine and pain-free for over a week now, thanks! I just gotta do the exercises my lovely physio prescribed and I should be golden. Unfortunately she's married, but we've got great rapport going on. She's also got funny ideas, like for instance sparring with me, or last time she offered I could do singing practice in a muted room that's next to her office. She's either funky like that or she likes having me around, haha.

[Have at ye]

The slightly annoying thing about this DMSI v. C with FRM is that the FRM keeps finding more stuff to work through/fears to remove. I wonder how long it's gonna take.

In other news, my horniness and libido are making a gradual return and receiving a nice boost (while at the same time I totally don't feel like masturbating, lewlz). Do note, though, that I'm also working my energetic stuffies to that end. Same with healing and sexual guilt/shame/fear removal, to facillitate DMSIng further.

Tired of preparing for the auditions, oyy. Just three more days left - and that's both good and bad. If I had, say, two weeks instead of one it wouldn't be as tiresome, as it is I'm practicing the obligatory piece/learning it twice per day (I'm also using energetic stuffies to help me learn music faster, yeah). Fortunately, I have pianist bro and pianist chick no. 2 and I got to practice the piece with them yesterday and today. They've told me they're actually impressed by how fast I'm learning it.

Totally got the hots for pianist chick no. 1. But I didn't have all that much time and energy for my usual piano practic these last couple of days, which is a bummer. Until Friday!

[Diablojack00]

The slightly annoying thing about this DMSI v. C with FRM is that the FRM keeps finding more stuff to work through/fears to remove. I wonder how long it's gonna take.

In other news, my horniness and libido are making a gradual return and receiving a nice boost (while at the same time I totally don't feel like masturbating, lewlz). Do note, though, that I'm also working my energetic stuffies to that end. Same with healing and sexual guilt/shame/fear removal, to facillitate DMSIng further.

Tired of preparing for the auditions, oyy. Just three more days left - and that's both good and bad. If I had, say, two weeks instead of one it wouldn't be as tiresome, as it is I'm practicing the obligatory piece/learning it twice per day (I'm also using energetic stuffies to help me learn music faster, yeah). Fortunately, I have pianist bro and pianist chick no. 2 and I got to practice the piece with them yesterday and today. They've told me they're actually impressed by how fast I'm learning it.

Totally got the hots for pianist chick no. 1. But I didn't have all that much time and energy for my usual piano practic these last couple of days, which is a bummer. Until Friday!

Im finding that FRM seems to keep digging stuff up too.

[London1]

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[Have at ye]

I think it's worth it but with the FRM edition it's an investment into future results more than instant gratification.

As to why piano chick no 1 isn't chasing me like mad, you'd have to ask her. She's sending me definite girlfriend IOIs and while she'd make a lovely girlfriend, I want to slut around first.

[Have at ye]

I just had an extremely enriching and amazing experience through my energetic practices. Whoo boy. Very healing as well. On that front, things are going great, I'm even a bit miffed I don't have enough time to do everything I'd love to do (it's why these subliminals are great, they can automate lots of things, oh yeah).

My libido's rising and my self-confidence is increasing. Making also leaps and strides in sexual healing. Tomorrow I have that audition thing out of town, can't wait to be done with it (I prepared as well as I could given the time constraints and I must say I'm far from satisfied TBH, but I'll do my best as always).

BTW., DRS v3 is awesome and acts like an utter and complete deterrent. I'm not even noticing anything untoward coming my way now, except for obvious stuff like angry drunk people being salty because they're angry and drunk (and even then they leave almost immediately, maybe after whining a little). So smooth sailing on the shielding front. Hadn't personally witnessed any dramatic self-owns, but that could come soon as I've just received confirmation we're doing that show again next February/March (and I'm totally gonna snipe the heck out of Lady Director and one fellow castmember chick, oh yassss).