09-19-2025, 10:48 AM
I decided to start a journal for some reason, I haven't journaled in a long time.. I have been using subliminals here for almost 10 years now. AM6 changed my life, before using it I was a shy little boy, but it made me the man I am today. I have probably done 7-8 runs over the years.
I have everyrhing in order in my life except women, I am 33 years old, I have never been in a seriois relationship and still a virgin, not that it bothers me at all, probably because of the AM6 programing, I have always been extremely picky, that is the main reason I think.I had some flings here and there, but never lead to sex. Even now(before DMSI) I have a few girls that are interested (all in their 20s), but I am just not attracted to them (maybe 5s or 6s on a scale to 10). My friends think I am a moron for not taking the oppprtunity to hook up with them, but I just don"t feel like it. Another problem I always had was was falling for girls that seem to have a slight interest, but it never leas anywhere. I have te same problem now.
I used OSC 6g when it came out, felt great using it, and after DMSI 6g came out I started it immediately. Not sure how many days it has been now, but let's say 30. I am using the hard case version. First 2 weeks were good, no results womewise, but I could feel the sub is working on something, and glances from pretty girls here and there. I work as a skipper on catamarans and have a lot of guests from all over the world. One very strange effect that DMSI has is that older women started showing me pictures of their daughters, all very beautiful, and saying I would be a perfect match for them. Unfortunately they are on the other end of the world. This last week the sub is definetley working on something, I have theese episodes of sadness and feeling down, and a few moments later I feel at ease and content. This has intensified in the last few days, probably the reason I wanted to start this journal.
Also having a lot of pondering in my mind about this girl (25 years old, probably an 8/10) I am very attracted to that I am speaking with, but she seems to avoid any advance that I make to set up a meeting. She works as a hostess on boats aswell, we met last year and kept in touch, when we see each other in towns where we stop with guests she seems interested, but then is hot and cold when texting.
Will post occasionaly if there is something noteworthy to mention
I have everyrhing in order in my life except women, I am 33 years old, I have never been in a seriois relationship and still a virgin, not that it bothers me at all, probably because of the AM6 programing, I have always been extremely picky, that is the main reason I think.I had some flings here and there, but never lead to sex. Even now(before DMSI) I have a few girls that are interested (all in their 20s), but I am just not attracted to them (maybe 5s or 6s on a scale to 10). My friends think I am a moron for not taking the oppprtunity to hook up with them, but I just don"t feel like it. Another problem I always had was was falling for girls that seem to have a slight interest, but it never leas anywhere. I have te same problem now.
I used OSC 6g when it came out, felt great using it, and after DMSI 6g came out I started it immediately. Not sure how many days it has been now, but let's say 30. I am using the hard case version. First 2 weeks were good, no results womewise, but I could feel the sub is working on something, and glances from pretty girls here and there. I work as a skipper on catamarans and have a lot of guests from all over the world. One very strange effect that DMSI has is that older women started showing me pictures of their daughters, all very beautiful, and saying I would be a perfect match for them. Unfortunately they are on the other end of the world. This last week the sub is definetley working on something, I have theese episodes of sadness and feeling down, and a few moments later I feel at ease and content. This has intensified in the last few days, probably the reason I wanted to start this journal.
Also having a lot of pondering in my mind about this girl (25 years old, probably an 8/10) I am very attracted to that I am speaking with, but she seems to avoid any advance that I make to set up a meeting. She works as a hostess on boats aswell, we met last year and kept in touch, when we see each other in towns where we stop with guests she seems interested, but then is hot and cold when texting.
Will post occasionaly if there is something noteworthy to mention
