05-28-2023, 11:58 AM
In ways im growing more comfortable with myself. Also my esp seems to hVe returned. Hightened social awareness and reading many more things when it comes to people. Picking up intenstions and behavioural patterns.
Former post I wrote about feeling disrespected and what not. Some part of me doesnt want to let go from something. Doesnt feel like fear, more like an inner child pulling and having a thugwar, like it holds on/clings to whatever seems to go give it comfort and security. Not sure yet what to make of this.
Why holding on? If people threat you like that, why want them in your life to begin with? Its a giving awsy of your power. You drain only yourself and induce powerlessness. Thats how it feels. As if I lost my come and go base Im having most of the time. Self validating, self assured etc etc
Former post I wrote about feeling disrespected and what not. Some part of me doesnt want to let go from something. Doesnt feel like fear, more like an inner child pulling and having a thugwar, like it holds on/clings to whatever seems to go give it comfort and security. Not sure yet what to make of this.
Why holding on? If people threat you like that, why want them in your life to begin with? Its a giving awsy of your power. You drain only yourself and induce powerlessness. Thats how it feels. As if I lost my come and go base Im having most of the time. Self validating, self assured etc etc
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
