Breaking through all kind of walls right now. Strong reduction of fear, charged like a boss, social. Recognizing it, detaching from it, overcoming it, driven. Like ticking off boxes of fear and dealing with it. I literally stopped/slowed down noticing it and detached from it thus dealing with it.
Just keep going.
Ps, the heat is burning me up ( DMSI aura )
Im way more confident in d/s dynamics. My character has solidified and I am like a rock amidst the storm. Finding greatness in this aphrodisiac.
Im way more refined in "getting" the attraction of girls. Its obviously noticable and seducing a piece of cake. Walls are crumbling, seeing FRM as an guiding/assisting module now.
Women...dont even get me started about that. I have several girls reaching out to me, none physically attractive to me, but they seem to be hit hard. I know when I engage, laying them is a walk in the park. Yet...its just a no. My trust in myself and DMSI has grown now.
Having some christmas parties to attent to, but can easily create my own aswell. We'll see what DMSI will bring.
Came across an instagram account which I follow, and the personal story involved "what is your darkest desire" it has the answers published and it clicked. I literally felt myself releasing and shifting into dom space. The answers we'te pretty hardcore, but I only felt an resonance and embrace moment with it, knowing women can get that fulfillment. Roleplays is another that crossing my mind. Im def getting my kink back, but this time around, it feels more real, coming from my inner self. An awakening of some sorts.
Now im constantly bombarded by flashes of women seducing me. Im so confident in this. Also constant having the thought "I have a gf" which set more into motion.
Just keep going.
Ps, the heat is burning me up ( DMSI aura )
Im way more confident in d/s dynamics. My character has solidified and I am like a rock amidst the storm. Finding greatness in this aphrodisiac.
Im way more refined in "getting" the attraction of girls. Its obviously noticable and seducing a piece of cake. Walls are crumbling, seeing FRM as an guiding/assisting module now.
Women...dont even get me started about that. I have several girls reaching out to me, none physically attractive to me, but they seem to be hit hard. I know when I engage, laying them is a walk in the park. Yet...its just a no. My trust in myself and DMSI has grown now.
Having some christmas parties to attent to, but can easily create my own aswell. We'll see what DMSI will bring.
Came across an instagram account which I follow, and the personal story involved "what is your darkest desire" it has the answers published and it clicked. I literally felt myself releasing and shifting into dom space. The answers we'te pretty hardcore, but I only felt an resonance and embrace moment with it, knowing women can get that fulfillment. Roleplays is another that crossing my mind. Im def getting my kink back, but this time around, it feels more real, coming from my inner self. An awakening of some sorts.
Now im constantly bombarded by flashes of women seducing me. Im so confident in this. Also constant having the thought "I have a gf" which set more into motion.
