02-25-2020, 10:59 AM
(02-25-2020, 10:19 AM)Shannon Wrote:(02-24-2020, 12:58 PM)rono Wrote:(02-23-2020, 09:21 AM)Shannon Wrote: If you use a program, it's best to use it in whole loops at a time. Each period of audio is unique, and it only works because the rest of the audio is encountered at the end of the silence.
Glad you're enjoying it.
That would explain why I often notice I'm feeling different things at different times during a loop. At one moment I feel a surge of energy at another maybe an edginess like almost anxiety, at another part feeling 'warm' down below, at others feeling affectionate, at others supremely confident, at others thinking about women and what I like about them.
This latter one, now that I think about it, is pretty pronounced for me. I didn't used to dwell on what I think the 'ideal woman' looked like, or "I like her hips, but not her butt, etc." but more of those sorts of thoughts come to me. It's all very clinical in a way. Taking the time to understand what I find attractive. Thankfully, most of it revolves around how my wife looks, or looked when she was at her best at different times during her life. Otherwise it could be rather distracting.
It's almost like a voice or reflex in my head saying, "stop, you just saw a woman, what did you find attractive about her?"
Does this make sense based on the scripts?
This program is trying to get you to have the freedom and opportunity to have sex with every woman you encounter who you find attractive. If you are fighting to limit that to just your wife, then it makes sense because the program is conflicting with that in some ways.
It's designed to achieve opportunity and interest, and to naturally and automatically seduce whatever female you encounter who you find sufficiently attractive sexually. So I suppose in that regard it is attempting to achieve its goals through your focus on your wife.
That makes sense. I kind of thought it was something like that. It shouldn't be too much of a struggle because I really do find my wife very attractive--it's more than just body, though hers is great. It's eyes, style, what you know about them, how they handle themselves sexually, are they obviously submissive, etc.
I assume that the sub takes these things into account as well. e.g. I run into a '10' that is very physically attractive, but she comes across as ignorant or too slutty, etc. so she wouldn't rate that high in my attractiveness quotient. Or perhaps she's gorgeous and nice, but she's engaged to a good friend, so she would be much less interesting because of the external factors.
Am I getting the idea?