(10-02-2019, 08:33 PM)Shannon Wrote: I still can't understand why the subconscious sees this as death. You shouldn't have to "kill" anything.
If it helps, that "dying" part felt very immature and very whiney, as if believing and feeling out the worst case scenario would prompt a rescue. It was a young part of me trying to save itself.
DMSI has been improving my maturity rapidly. Otherwise, I'd not have seen that. Maybe it's ME3, maybe new things in the skeleton script, but it's been much easier lately to see old patterns and respond as needed. The difference is a lack of fear. This would have locked me up before, with numerous distractions surfacing until the problem just wasn't remembered anymore.
And while I wrote that, I realize this morning that I feel a slight bit saddened, like I'm saying goodbye to some part of me. I didn't have dream memories, but this feeling is real.
Thank you for making this new version. It's working on me and my thinking nicely
I want to be FREE!
