I read about (oops) 4Kingdom's overtime run, and I'd just gotten home. I had been running at full steam at work and was really enjoying it. I was even asked to do some overtime if willing, and I said yes. After thinking about it for 5 minutes, I changed my mind. I was in high gear today partly because of caffeine. Maybe some emotional freedom as well, but I cut out with only 8 hours, slightly feeling the mental tiredness coming on. I took a 15 minute catnap during lunch (a norm for me anyway) but upon getting up, I had energy. I ran with it, but pulled back to get enough rest tonight.
DMSI is slowly building a tiredness in me. Not plaguing, but....different than past 5.5 subs. No headache or full-on exhaustion, just a gradual buildup and realization that it's reprogramming my whole thought process.
I'm feeling more confident, and this is without direct linkage to fear. That's something I can actually rest in. In times past, confidence was me always standing on top of some fear I was trying to control. However, fear seems very brittle overall presently. There's some, yes, but a lot of holes have been poked in it
DMSI is slowly building a tiredness in me. Not plaguing, but....different than past 5.5 subs. No headache or full-on exhaustion, just a gradual buildup and realization that it's reprogramming my whole thought process.
I'm feeling more confident, and this is without direct linkage to fear. That's something I can actually rest in. In times past, confidence was me always standing on top of some fear I was trying to control. However, fear seems very brittle overall presently. There's some, yes, but a lot of holes have been poked in it
I want to be FREE!
