10-28-2019, 03:52 PM
Interest in and desire to watch pornography diminished 100% these past weeks.
Much more consistent and willing to invest in regular grooming (more frequent haircuts, experimenting to find the best hair products, shaving, eyebrows, mewing, overall looks maxing) whereas before when I wasn't lifting for a year I sort of let myself go and became a less attractive version of myself. I mentioned in previous a DMSI journal (I believe) that reading Higher Status by Jason Capital kicked it all off by consciously focusing on my posture, body language, eye contact, speed of head and eye movement, vocal tonality and voice depth. Months down the line I still focus on improving these aspects but they are finally much more habitual and naturalised.
Again I quote:
It is easier to act your way into a new way of thinking than to think your way into a new way of acting.
The other day I went shopping and bought suits for work and much more stylish and fashionable winter clothes to up my style game too to go along with my other gainz. It feels good to be on top of your game on all aspects of life and to maximise your genetic potential as a man.
I've found that I'm easily able to maintain my position in the top two on my sales team currently without any need for money subs, only through occasional visualisation. Although money is a long term goal of mine, I feel currently more drawn to the personality and status/sexual magnetism benefits DMSI brings. Adding on to that fact, my current position in the top two of a now 20 man sales department also brings much self esteem, underlying respect and an element of status at work.
These past days listening to my loops seems to feel more about naturalising and processing certain mental changes to do with inner self esteem, discipline, genuine self love and positively reframing girls' comments to be advances. There have still been increases in IOIs from various females, some of whom I'm not even consciously interested in nor particularly attracted to, interestingly enough.
Again, I only usually seem to feel the "aura" heating up towards the last 3 hours of the working day (I know I always reference it at work but that's where I tend to be around a variety of females most of the time plenty of whom are sufficiently attractive which could be why the aura is firing at those times). And again, to reiterate, I mainly get the intense burning heat in my head. If anybody else could chime in their reports on the aura, when it fires and where they feel it that would be helpful.
Looking forward to the rest of my loops and to see what next bloom brings.
Ciao!
Much more consistent and willing to invest in regular grooming (more frequent haircuts, experimenting to find the best hair products, shaving, eyebrows, mewing, overall looks maxing) whereas before when I wasn't lifting for a year I sort of let myself go and became a less attractive version of myself. I mentioned in previous a DMSI journal (I believe) that reading Higher Status by Jason Capital kicked it all off by consciously focusing on my posture, body language, eye contact, speed of head and eye movement, vocal tonality and voice depth. Months down the line I still focus on improving these aspects but they are finally much more habitual and naturalised.
Again I quote:
It is easier to act your way into a new way of thinking than to think your way into a new way of acting.
The other day I went shopping and bought suits for work and much more stylish and fashionable winter clothes to up my style game too to go along with my other gainz. It feels good to be on top of your game on all aspects of life and to maximise your genetic potential as a man.
I've found that I'm easily able to maintain my position in the top two on my sales team currently without any need for money subs, only through occasional visualisation. Although money is a long term goal of mine, I feel currently more drawn to the personality and status/sexual magnetism benefits DMSI brings. Adding on to that fact, my current position in the top two of a now 20 man sales department also brings much self esteem, underlying respect and an element of status at work.
These past days listening to my loops seems to feel more about naturalising and processing certain mental changes to do with inner self esteem, discipline, genuine self love and positively reframing girls' comments to be advances. There have still been increases in IOIs from various females, some of whom I'm not even consciously interested in nor particularly attracted to, interestingly enough.
Again, I only usually seem to feel the "aura" heating up towards the last 3 hours of the working day (I know I always reference it at work but that's where I tend to be around a variety of females most of the time plenty of whom are sufficiently attractive which could be why the aura is firing at those times). And again, to reiterate, I mainly get the intense burning heat in my head. If anybody else could chime in their reports on the aura, when it fires and where they feel it that would be helpful.
Looking forward to the rest of my loops and to see what next bloom brings.
Ciao!
