05-12-2019, 11:25 AM
Things I see in myself that I believe stops me from executing to fullest extent (This is clearly my personal experience and hopefully will give Shannon more info on why a certain group of us might stop executing):
Attachment to thoughts/a persona I had from the past and how I 'used' to be and getting angry at the same type of girls that would have been B**ches to me before liking me now.
Not wanting to have emotional connections and actively fighting it out of anger by focusing too much on my 'ego'. SO some sort of ego balancer module?
Indecisiveness on who to move forward with. Too much choice, but not making the decision because FOMO s end up acting defensive against everyone and making everyone feel unwanted. Maybe a sexual decisiveness module?
Unwarranted Emotional defensiveness to girls trying to talk to me ( Ive had a 9/10 and a 8/10 approach me several times and I was too emotionally defensive)
Aura not 'sexual' enough (IMO). This version aura seems more 'romantic' and not as intense. Previous version had the opposite effect (too intense, not romantic enough). Maybe somewhere in between the two would be best? (basically a slightly more sexual aura but
Too affected internally by other people's energies/auras. I know Shannon said he would upgrade the shield so this point might be redundant.
Not being able to 'own' my energy sometimes. Internally thinking that there are other people that have the same energy I have from DMSI naturally and somehow making that true as the person Im thinking of suddenly becomes more attractive. IDK how this is even possible.
IDK if this helps but this is the best I can give right now. Funny thing is, whatever I believe to be true on DMSI regarding sex seems true but I cant seem to own the aura or energy it produces yet and just end up 'giving' it away to people of groups of people that I percieve as attractive (not in a homosexual way)
Attachment to thoughts/a persona I had from the past and how I 'used' to be and getting angry at the same type of girls that would have been B**ches to me before liking me now.
Not wanting to have emotional connections and actively fighting it out of anger by focusing too much on my 'ego'. SO some sort of ego balancer module?
Indecisiveness on who to move forward with. Too much choice, but not making the decision because FOMO s end up acting defensive against everyone and making everyone feel unwanted. Maybe a sexual decisiveness module?
Unwarranted Emotional defensiveness to girls trying to talk to me ( Ive had a 9/10 and a 8/10 approach me several times and I was too emotionally defensive)
Aura not 'sexual' enough (IMO). This version aura seems more 'romantic' and not as intense. Previous version had the opposite effect (too intense, not romantic enough). Maybe somewhere in between the two would be best? (basically a slightly more sexual aura but
Too affected internally by other people's energies/auras. I know Shannon said he would upgrade the shield so this point might be redundant.
Not being able to 'own' my energy sometimes. Internally thinking that there are other people that have the same energy I have from DMSI naturally and somehow making that true as the person Im thinking of suddenly becomes more attractive. IDK how this is even possible.
IDK if this helps but this is the best I can give right now. Funny thing is, whatever I believe to be true on DMSI regarding sex seems true but I cant seem to own the aura or energy it produces yet and just end up 'giving' it away to people of groups of people that I percieve as attractive (not in a homosexual way)
I am that I am, I will be what I will be.
I am grateful for all that I have. I am humble as I revel in the wonders of power
