Turns out I/my subconscious masks my fear of intimacy from myself using pride/overthinking. It could even be just intellectual pride of me thinking that I know the outcome to everything.
The less I think, the more limitless I feel.
Even if the thought process is 'positive'.
Solely for the fact that the 'positive' thoughts I have now on what I can do and what is possible, though probably more positive than a lot of people, is still not as positive as what my subconscious has learnt through subs.
So I need to let go of my current conscious thoughts for better thought patterns to come up.
The thing is, these thought are so silent, but theres so much of them, its hard to pinpoint any individual one. Guess I need to start meditating to start noticing them and letting them go.
The less I think, the more limitless I feel.
Even if the thought process is 'positive'.
Solely for the fact that the 'positive' thoughts I have now on what I can do and what is possible, though probably more positive than a lot of people, is still not as positive as what my subconscious has learnt through subs.
So I need to let go of my current conscious thoughts for better thought patterns to come up.
The thing is, these thought are so silent, but theres so much of them, its hard to pinpoint any individual one. Guess I need to start meditating to start noticing them and letting them go.
I am that I am, I will be what I will be.
I am grateful for all that I have. I am humble as I revel in the wonders of power