Holy guacamole.
Warning:
DMSI is powerful.
Been having issues sleeping so ended up waking up late on Tuesday and something possessed me to call in sick. Fully did everything I could the following day to get adequate sleep on time and taking sleeping pills etc but the same thing happened again and I needed sleep so badly that I somehow must've turned off my alarms without realising because next thing I know, my subconscious woke me only 3 minutes before I was due to start at work... I had to ring in sick again for good measure.
I guess I must've really needed the extra rest. Unfortunately with my schedule there's no way I can get 8 hours back to back of listening completely during the day. I'll have to be more careful with it from now on and plan smarter.
Yesterday marked my first week of DMSI and today onwards is my 3 days of rest.
Somehow managed to outsell everybody else again today at work, so today was good. Minor celebrity effect seems to be kicking in. I'm autopiloting a lot at various points throughout the day and my IDGAF factor is seriously sky high. Wittiness and general sense of humour seems much sharper. I'm finding myself doing or saying things without thinking at all, just saying what I think in the moment and I'm worried I might end up being a bit of a douche.
I was having a joke with a girl at work on my way out today, whereby I was making a sexual gesture thrusting motion with my fingers and she was laughing, just generally being silly and embracing that sort of childish ability to have fun.
Some guy looked at me bad and said "that's inappropriate don't do it" and without thinking I find myself laughing "woah watch out for the white knight over here, protector of womens' virtue".
Overall I'm having moments like these where I seem to be executing and not giving a toss. I'm just concerned I might come across arrogant or whatever in the process and annoy other guys.
I'm reading Jordan Belfort's Straight Line System book at the moment and am finding myself employing the tactic more of being sharp, on the ball and controlling the call from the get go to establish my ground. This seems to be working well, as he explains people will subconsciously view and treat you as an expert from the beginning and challenge you less. The amount of policies I now sell at full price has increased as a result, and I have less people who need to "shop around" or try and haggle a discount.
I'm sure DMSI is affecting these other areas of my life to extent. One of the most important facets to help with it is seminal retention and abstinence from pornography/masturbation in general. This alone will decrease your general anxiety by 70% and peak your testosterone levels somewhere around 50% higher.
UPDATE:
I did forget to mention that I woke up to having been "poked" by some random lady on Facebook. Didn't even realise people do that anymore, last poke I received must've been years ago. Open loading the notification itself on my phone there was no record of it having happened on Facebook. Weird.
Warning:
DMSI is powerful.
Been having issues sleeping so ended up waking up late on Tuesday and something possessed me to call in sick. Fully did everything I could the following day to get adequate sleep on time and taking sleeping pills etc but the same thing happened again and I needed sleep so badly that I somehow must've turned off my alarms without realising because next thing I know, my subconscious woke me only 3 minutes before I was due to start at work... I had to ring in sick again for good measure.
I guess I must've really needed the extra rest. Unfortunately with my schedule there's no way I can get 8 hours back to back of listening completely during the day. I'll have to be more careful with it from now on and plan smarter.
Yesterday marked my first week of DMSI and today onwards is my 3 days of rest.
Somehow managed to outsell everybody else again today at work, so today was good. Minor celebrity effect seems to be kicking in. I'm autopiloting a lot at various points throughout the day and my IDGAF factor is seriously sky high. Wittiness and general sense of humour seems much sharper. I'm finding myself doing or saying things without thinking at all, just saying what I think in the moment and I'm worried I might end up being a bit of a douche.
I was having a joke with a girl at work on my way out today, whereby I was making a sexual gesture thrusting motion with my fingers and she was laughing, just generally being silly and embracing that sort of childish ability to have fun.
Some guy looked at me bad and said "that's inappropriate don't do it" and without thinking I find myself laughing "woah watch out for the white knight over here, protector of womens' virtue".
Overall I'm having moments like these where I seem to be executing and not giving a toss. I'm just concerned I might come across arrogant or whatever in the process and annoy other guys.
I'm reading Jordan Belfort's Straight Line System book at the moment and am finding myself employing the tactic more of being sharp, on the ball and controlling the call from the get go to establish my ground. This seems to be working well, as he explains people will subconsciously view and treat you as an expert from the beginning and challenge you less. The amount of policies I now sell at full price has increased as a result, and I have less people who need to "shop around" or try and haggle a discount.
I'm sure DMSI is affecting these other areas of my life to extent. One of the most important facets to help with it is seminal retention and abstinence from pornography/masturbation in general. This alone will decrease your general anxiety by 70% and peak your testosterone levels somewhere around 50% higher.
UPDATE:
I did forget to mention that I woke up to having been "poked" by some random lady on Facebook. Didn't even realise people do that anymore, last poke I received must've been years ago. Open loading the notification itself on my phone there was no record of it having happened on Facebook. Weird.
