04-04-2019, 01:56 PM
(04-04-2019, 09:57 AM)blth Wrote: Reasoning for not running 3.3.1 d?
Lost libido, all progress I'd seemingly had with 3.3.0, went from some very noticeable externals to nothing, reduced sex w/ wife. I upped the loops and stopped rest days to bulldoze through it (or try to) and experienced terror, fear of death, high anxiety, extreme irritability, and explosive anger. In other words, for whatever reason, I resisted the hell out of it. Lastly, I used a pendulum to dowse which version of DMSI is best for me/most effective for me. The answer was always 3.3.0-D.
To extrapolate a bit on my other reasons, we're too late in the game for me to hang in there/grin and bare it through the rough patches, especially when there's no consistent quantifiable/observable progress. If after a month I'm not getting anywhere, I'm moving on. I have a family, I can't afford to cross my fingers, keep on truckin', and "maybe" have a breakthrough. If that means subconscious wins, so be it. I've spent enough time on DMSI being an emotional wreck. Not gonna do it anymore.
Using 3.3.0, the negatives are manageable, I have more sex with my wife, and have fun getting out of the house to see what reactions I get.
