03-01-2019, 09:56 AM
Not remembering dreams. Externals non-existent on 3.3.1. Headaches and fatigue on rest days. But, on the bright side, libido is returning - slowly, but surely.
Powering through now, no rest days. Last night, I ran hybrid for all loops. Today, extremely irritable. Pissed off, yelling frequently.
This has to end soon. My willingness to tolerate irritability for the sake of hoping for a breakthrough is coming to an end. It negatively affects my wife & kids, and I'm not cool w/ that.
They will be traveling w/out me for the next 5 days. I plan on hittin' myself hard while they're gone. No one will be around for me to take out the irritability on, so we'll see how that goes.
Powering through now, no rest days. Last night, I ran hybrid for all loops. Today, extremely irritable. Pissed off, yelling frequently.
This has to end soon. My willingness to tolerate irritability for the sake of hoping for a breakthrough is coming to an end. It negatively affects my wife & kids, and I'm not cool w/ that.
They will be traveling w/out me for the next 5 days. I plan on hittin' myself hard while they're gone. No one will be around for me to take out the irritability on, so we'll see how that goes.
