07-04-2018, 08:06 PM
(07-02-2018, 10:25 PM)dissonance Wrote: What was different?
It was mostly forgiveness, I was angry at them as they went weird when I first lost weight. A few of them I reconnected with and still see sometimes now.
One of them, who was the most negative influence. I seen him on E2 after not seeing him for a few years, talked to him and realized I wasn't as angry anymore. But the other thing is, with him I decided that I didn't want to 'reunite' with him and hang out with him again because of alot of his bullshit.
Where I was really hurt and angry at it before, now i'm ok and know that i'd rather not have him in my life. Especially now that the friends I have now are more positive, supportive and not trying to bring me down like he used to.