06-08-2018, 04:08 PM
About 2 weeks ago i started listening to 2 loops a day for 3.2a. Last weekend, I relapsed in fapping, two days in a row. I rationalized to myself that since Im getting sex now, fapping to ejaculation won't hurt my confidence and dopamine receptors and life energy, but I was wrong. I totally rationalized myself into doing it two days in a row to resist, because now I said some things and did some unconfident texting to a few girls that i been talking to on tinder. Probably fucked up the chances with them, not sure though.
Anyways, I'm gonna keep trying 2 loops just to see how it goes. I know now, that it can slip in those resistance self-sabotage actions like a sneaky silent assassin. Gotta be careful!!!
Anyways, I'm gonna keep trying 2 loops just to see how it goes. I know now, that it can slip in those resistance self-sabotage actions like a sneaky silent assassin. Gotta be careful!!!
