DMSI-3.2A

[Zane]

hey bro

Like Thor said, i am also enjoying your journal and theyre very well written so keep it going.

Also how many loops of B are you doing?

Thanks Buddy. I am doing 2 loops of "B"

Also hows the fast going, is the lack of nutrition causing your experience on 3.2 to change at all?

When I was on "A" I wasnt feeling that hungry and was able to fast easily. But 1 week on "B" and I am sometimes not able to keep fast and I break it. I get hungry. Already broken fast 2 twice. "B" executes alot so I guess that is expected.

Finally I saw a trend in your journal. You play a sub, it doesnt work, you get down about it, you feel lost and hopeless then after 2-3 days it may start working, and you jump to euphoria and amazed at how well it is working etc.


I think I used to be like this and still am to some degree. This also correlates with what you said about your bro not knowing he is listening to DMSI and yet being exposed to it may be the cause of what you notice in him as being healthy changes so ill explain...

I feel because you and I know we are listening to a sub, and the sub is DMSI then we are more aware and alert and eager for change to happen. This causes us to have the highs when something may be happening and the lows when we feel days have gone by and nothing has happened.

We know subs are there to be played and forgotten about which is difficult with these subs unless you play the US sub at night, otherwise playing and letting go isnt easy.

Yes, I am aware of that trend. I am hoping to find a balance. I dont wanna become a a guy who gets high on subs and then crashes the next day..Dont wanna be a sub junkie

I think I have reached a stage where I expect nothing from the sub. I am just worried. I just wanna improve myself so bad and unless I dont start doing that I wont find any peace.

I came to these subs in the hope that the US would be the saviour to all my problems and as you know it hasnt and wasnt and probably wont ever be therefore I decided to move to hybrid and forgo any illusion of playing the subs at night. I had even bought $200+ speakers shipped over to europe from the US just for these subs.

All this pressure and expectation MUST be derailing us all im sure of it.

I have seen what expectations can do to me or my progress. I keep now keep my expectations low. Its gonna suck when u keep expectations low at first but then slowly u start seeing progress. Its weird how universe works.

Its not easy for us to play subs and forget about it either when we are on here always reading journals and also sharing our insights, it keeps it at the forefront of our minds as well as causing us to spend hours here on this site.

In a way we are investing in the site and the subs so much and that keeps us attached.

Yeah I do come here alot but only when I am bored. I usually see how DMSI is working for others. Thats all.

I suggest that perhaps the best thing for you as someone else had said already, is to stick to A or B, I suggest B and just play it daily.

I am alternating between"A" and "B" every month.

Dont worry about journalling, and dont worry about missing anything, just try and come back if you want to but we know 3.3 realistically wont ever be released before XMAS so theres no hurry to do anything except play the sub.

What do you think?
and happy Ramadan to you!

Shannon seem to be collecting Data. So I think 3.3 might come out in next 4-5 months I guess. Tbh I am not really curious about 3.3. Not saying I dont want it. But if I keep thinking that 3.3 will solve all my problem then I will never ever take responsibility. I do know it will be better than 3.2. I know we expect everything from sub but sometimes u have to a little bit responsibility.

I will write more in next post and tell u about this ..

and happy Ramadan to you tooo!