DMSI-3.2A

[Zane]

So, today a lot of guests arrived at my house mostly my cousins who r older than me. For some reason I noticed that I wasn't able to make constant eye contact. I mean I was but after sometime I wasn't...I didn't find any reason why was I still doing that cause I couldn't find anything I was ashamed off.. I guess this problem is real deep and related to Lack of confidence or self esteem... But I am learning..


I also noticed that I wasn't afraid to meet them as I was when thay came last year... Last time they came I used to hide in my room and would avoid getting seen. Even if I wanted to meet them I didn't have that strength or guts.. But this time when they came I was a little bit afraid but I went to meet and greet them anyway. There wasn't anything to be afraid off..

Also, I didn't feel the need to impress anyone. Before I would try to impress them and also sometime get high on certain topics when I talk to them but this time I was cool and calm.. ARA module is working good... I didn't try to act as if I was an encyclopedia

I also didn't feel that much exhausted when I meet them.. Usually introverts get exhausted when they are in social crowds but this time i was calm and relaxed... I did feel some fear about speaking my mind but That's ok..