05-03-2018, 08:06 PM
I think that my sexual energy is finally transmuting..Its a slow process but its happening.
I used to feel lazy and lack of energy but now my brain and body are somewhat starting to buzz with energy. I have been doing and thinking stuff which clearly shows that I am finally getting ready to get out of my comfort zone and do stuff..
I dont waste time watching any series or tv shows.
I dont want to play PC or video games anymore...I ever tried downloading Far Cry 5 and played it but I dont find games interesting anymore.
Before I would love to lie down in my bed and work on laptop..But now lie down on bed with my laptop feels uncomfortable..Now Whenever I watch any movie or video..I sit on my study table or sofa.
I am taking steps to move forward in life..Recently I talked to my dad and he will now enroll me in a training program so I will learn stuff which will help be get busy...tbh I am dying to do something productive.
Starting to feel as if I am gonna some changes in my fapping habits...Cause 1-2 times I have somehow not manged to fap which is weird cause I usually give up.
Lets see where I will be after another few days..
Also, for past few dasy I have been having thoughts to run MLS but I know it wont help..
Thats cause DMSI is slowly making my depression go away and bringing back my motivation to get busy or move forward in life....So no need to switch..
Also for some reason my cat is spending more time with me in my room..Its been happening for few days..She never did that before..So thats one pussy which is showing IOIs to me...lol
I used to feel lazy and lack of energy but now my brain and body are somewhat starting to buzz with energy. I have been doing and thinking stuff which clearly shows that I am finally getting ready to get out of my comfort zone and do stuff..
I dont waste time watching any series or tv shows.
I dont want to play PC or video games anymore...I ever tried downloading Far Cry 5 and played it but I dont find games interesting anymore.
Before I would love to lie down in my bed and work on laptop..But now lie down on bed with my laptop feels uncomfortable..Now Whenever I watch any movie or video..I sit on my study table or sofa.
I am taking steps to move forward in life..Recently I talked to my dad and he will now enroll me in a training program so I will learn stuff which will help be get busy...tbh I am dying to do something productive.
Starting to feel as if I am gonna some changes in my fapping habits...Cause 1-2 times I have somehow not manged to fap which is weird cause I usually give up.
Lets see where I will be after another few days..
Also, for past few dasy I have been having thoughts to run MLS but I know it wont help..
Thats cause DMSI is slowly making my depression go away and bringing back my motivation to get busy or move forward in life....So no need to switch..
Also for some reason my cat is spending more time with me in my room..Its been happening for few days..She never did that before..So thats one pussy which is showing IOIs to me...lol
