(04-25-2018, 01:08 PM)Greenduck Wrote: Hang in there mate! Try to get down to a bullet list of things that you want to improve and focus on one of them each at the time until you succeeded. By creating some order you make it easier for yourself, especially as you are saying that you have problem focusing.
Just pick a direction and stick with it. Sounds good with the training program. All of us have great potential, we just need to trust that, as Steve Jobs put it, the dots will connect when you look back, but you can't connect them when looking forward.
Trust you gut instinct about what you should do next.
And btw - great that you are using your difficulties as strenghts. Maybe your goal is to become a full time trader? Find a great trader and set a goal as to have him as a mentor or work for him?
The thing is as a Child I have been beaten up and psychologically so much damaged for not being good at academic..Then with time its like my subconscious have made some kind of barrier to avoid learning. It takes me a lot of time understand even simple things related to academic and other stuff..
For example when I start reading a text book or a newspaper..I can feel that my brain is resisting to gain information..I feel frustrated and I feel as I need to just get of there(stop reading)..
This problem was way way much worse before...Before when I used to force myself to study or if anyone asked me to read or understand anything technical then I would feel nauseous ..I was like on verge of throwing up ..
I really avoid reading books and long post in here..Its a problem. Along with memory fuckup..
I am good at analyzing patterns and charts so trading doesnt stress me.
Right now I am giving DMSI a go because I heals issues like these..
Even it takes another year I am okay..
Thanks to MHS and MLS 5.5G because these problems were way worse before..But its still needs to be addressed
Will Give MLS 5.5G another try as I feel it can help with these issues
