Hang in there mate! Try to get down to a bullet list of things that you want to improve and focus on one of them each at the time until you succeeded. By creating some order you make it easier for yourself, especially as you are saying that you have problem focusing.
Just pick a direction and stick with it. Sounds good with the training program. All of us have great potential, we just need to trust that, as Steve Jobs put it, the dots will connect when you look back, but you can't connect them when looking forward.
Trust you gut instinct about what you should do next.
And btw - great that you are using your difficulties as strenghts. Maybe your goal is to become a full time trader? Find a great trader and set a goal as to have him as a mentor or work for him?
Just pick a direction and stick with it. Sounds good with the training program. All of us have great potential, we just need to trust that, as Steve Jobs put it, the dots will connect when you look back, but you can't connect them when looking forward.
Trust you gut instinct about what you should do next.
And btw - great that you are using your difficulties as strenghts. Maybe your goal is to become a full time trader? Find a great trader and set a goal as to have him as a mentor or work for him?
