04-20-2018, 01:22 PM
Right now I am feeling all mixed feeling. Idk how to define it but I feel as if I wanna be free again and want to be at my best. In mind, body and financially.
I have also desire to earn more money. But Idk how or what to do. Yesterday I had a good plan about that but today that plan feels as if its either not gona work or way too useless. As if I don't even believe in my own plans. I feel frustrated also.
Also being wondering what am I supposed to do with my life. Things don't feel that much exciting or interesting.
All of this feeling didn't exist of "B". A clear sign of HC. Can't believe its gonna be 10 days on "A" soon. Time sure is flying on DMSI
I have also desire to earn more money. But Idk how or what to do. Yesterday I had a good plan about that but today that plan feels as if its either not gona work or way too useless. As if I don't even believe in my own plans. I feel frustrated also.
Also being wondering what am I supposed to do with my life. Things don't feel that much exciting or interesting.
All of this feeling didn't exist of "B". A clear sign of HC. Can't believe its gonna be 10 days on "A" soon. Time sure is flying on DMSI
