Day 5 27/2/2018
At work today, I went in the office to speak to someone, as soon as I walked in literally everybody started talking to me like I was a celebrity. I had brought up an issue and everyone wanted to mention it to me and were making jokes with me and everything. I had gone in earlier and asked if the manager was in today, the girl in the corner who is normally quiet with me was very helpful and basically shouted from the other side of the room to tell me he had gone out, after she had heard 2 people already tell me. I can tell something is working on some level.
However, i'm a lot more irritated by things and certain things that people are doing. I can feel a rage bubbling up inside me, much like I had on 3.1, only at the time I couldn't attribute that to DMSI. Now I can pretty much confirm it, but I don't know what to make of it. Do I just push through it and hope it clears?
Got home from work, listened to my loop, felt sleepy again. Been texting another girl on bumble dating, arranged a date for saturday, she has mentioned that we will be doing lots of drinking
lol. Also have another pretty girl on bumble, didn't reply to my text I sent yesterday until 23:30pm only to tell.me she had another long day at work and will reply to my message tomorrow. Seemed a bit out of the ordinary but ok.
Had a random-ish friend request on facebook again. We have sub contractor window tinters that come onto our site to work on customer cars fairly often, i've never said as much as a hello to any of them. The guy friend requested me, granted it has his company name and logo as his profile picture etc. but god knows how he kniws who I am. Celebrity effect again.
Also the night before I had a nice dream. I had gone back to this girls house who she shared with 3 or 4 other people, I think they were all students. She was exactly my type physically. We got there and she got a bit shy because she didn't want her housemates to come home and see us but she definitely was into me. Anyway, housemates came home anyway and were about the house somewhere. I had her in the living room and just took hold of her and kissed her and she loved it so much. That's all I can remember.
At work today, I went in the office to speak to someone, as soon as I walked in literally everybody started talking to me like I was a celebrity. I had brought up an issue and everyone wanted to mention it to me and were making jokes with me and everything. I had gone in earlier and asked if the manager was in today, the girl in the corner who is normally quiet with me was very helpful and basically shouted from the other side of the room to tell me he had gone out, after she had heard 2 people already tell me. I can tell something is working on some level.
However, i'm a lot more irritated by things and certain things that people are doing. I can feel a rage bubbling up inside me, much like I had on 3.1, only at the time I couldn't attribute that to DMSI. Now I can pretty much confirm it, but I don't know what to make of it. Do I just push through it and hope it clears?
Got home from work, listened to my loop, felt sleepy again. Been texting another girl on bumble dating, arranged a date for saturday, she has mentioned that we will be doing lots of drinking
lol. Also have another pretty girl on bumble, didn't reply to my text I sent yesterday until 23:30pm only to tell.me she had another long day at work and will reply to my message tomorrow. Seemed a bit out of the ordinary but ok.Had a random-ish friend request on facebook again. We have sub contractor window tinters that come onto our site to work on customer cars fairly often, i've never said as much as a hello to any of them. The guy friend requested me, granted it has his company name and logo as his profile picture etc. but god knows how he kniws who I am. Celebrity effect again.
Also the night before I had a nice dream. I had gone back to this girls house who she shared with 3 or 4 other people, I think they were all students. She was exactly my type physically. We got there and she got a bit shy because she didn't want her housemates to come home and see us but she definitely was into me. Anyway, housemates came home anyway and were about the house somewhere. I had her in the living room and just took hold of her and kissed her and she loved it so much. That's all I can remember.
