02-26-2018, 02:38 PM
Day 4 26/2/2018
Went to work today, was an absolute ball ache. Little things and unhelpful people irritated me today which ended up causing me to spend 1+ hour today outside in -5 degrees celcius locating vehicles so I can work on them. The site is far too small for the amount of cars we have and the innefficiency just got to me today, I can normally just brush it off.
Most of the office women were friendly and looked at me a certain way today, like they would of bent over backwards to help me, making jokes, more than normal.
Came home, listened to 1 loop, again I was on the brink of falling asleep, I do love that part, for now. Went to the supermarket to buy some stuff before meeting R, the cashier girl there was lovely, definitely attracted to her, early 20's. I went over to her, her till was not working and she told me to go and see her colleague down the aisle. I said ok but she kept talking as I was walking away about how it's not working for her and just generally being playful about it, perhaps I could have opened her here, but it felt weird as I was already 10 feet away from her, oh well.
Had dinner with R and then stayed at the bar for a couple drinks. She did bring up a question of had I been with anyone sexually since i've been single and ended up telling me she hasn't had sex for 2 months since she's been single. Talked about how she might not be ready for a relationship yet, I think she's hinting. However I didn't find her as attractive or seemed to have the same connection as talking to her online, at least on my part, so i've left this open for now with her. I don't know, is it me? It wouldn't feel right for me to lower my standards just so I can achieve the design goal, or perhaps I should do? Something for me to ponder about.
Went to work today, was an absolute ball ache. Little things and unhelpful people irritated me today which ended up causing me to spend 1+ hour today outside in -5 degrees celcius locating vehicles so I can work on them. The site is far too small for the amount of cars we have and the innefficiency just got to me today, I can normally just brush it off.
Most of the office women were friendly and looked at me a certain way today, like they would of bent over backwards to help me, making jokes, more than normal.
Came home, listened to 1 loop, again I was on the brink of falling asleep, I do love that part, for now. Went to the supermarket to buy some stuff before meeting R, the cashier girl there was lovely, definitely attracted to her, early 20's. I went over to her, her till was not working and she told me to go and see her colleague down the aisle. I said ok but she kept talking as I was walking away about how it's not working for her and just generally being playful about it, perhaps I could have opened her here, but it felt weird as I was already 10 feet away from her, oh well.
Had dinner with R and then stayed at the bar for a couple drinks. She did bring up a question of had I been with anyone sexually since i've been single and ended up telling me she hasn't had sex for 2 months since she's been single. Talked about how she might not be ready for a relationship yet, I think she's hinting. However I didn't find her as attractive or seemed to have the same connection as talking to her online, at least on my part, so i've left this open for now with her. I don't know, is it me? It wouldn't feel right for me to lower my standards just so I can achieve the design goal, or perhaps I should do? Something for me to ponder about.
