07-02-2018, 08:49 AM
Definitely focusing on healing too much and not in a good way. Waiting until I'm ready to execute, I think that's definitely some loophole. But I'm closing that one myself. Been there done that, isolating myself in my room and going deep within myself to re experience emotional hurt is not healing. It's a trick. It feels productive, feels like I'm pushing boundaries, feels like I'm moving past fear, but the reality is I'm not executing. I keep telling myself oh all the pain, all the years of hurt I have to face and overcome. But it's nonsense. I'm using this "need to have a long path of healing" to avoid the end goal as much as possible.
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