06-09-2018, 06:48 PM
Moving to 3 loops from 2. During my 3.1 run it seemed 3 was always the sweet spot for me.
As far as results go with the aura. Nothing major. But I had to go shopping for some dressier clothes for my job. I was waiting on line sort of just daydreaming, thinking about stuff when this hot girl walked in. It wasn't even like I was watching her walk in. I pretty much had a fixed gaze and she walked by and just turned around and locked eyes with me. She kept talking to the cashier in front of her but it was like she was looking at me instead. She had this look in her eyes like she was trying to figure out who I was.
Let me just say it was very confusing for me internally. I'm still working on clearing out these old beliefs and after this happened I found myself thinking that maybe I didn't see what I thought I saw. Instead of running the familiar routine in my head of "Nah she wasn't interested in you, what do you have to offer her? You're just imagining her being attracted to you because you're desperate". Instead I just owned it and said to myself, yeah you know what this is cool let's have more of this. I did notice some fear and anxiety pop up momentarily, but I recognized that as the what if she doesn't like me feelings related to self worth so I addressed it in the moment as best I could.
More and more I'm realizing how deciding what you want to actually believe and be your reality is an incredibly simple concept. It's just getting the mind on board and willing to execute to make it happen. Sometimes your mind can give you some damn convincing excuses why you can't, but in that case it's important to make a decision and stick to it. And that's what I've been doing lately. Despite the setbacks and how I never really received much interest in the past, I'm forming my own mindset independent of what happens out in the world or the past.
As far as results go with the aura. Nothing major. But I had to go shopping for some dressier clothes for my job. I was waiting on line sort of just daydreaming, thinking about stuff when this hot girl walked in. It wasn't even like I was watching her walk in. I pretty much had a fixed gaze and she walked by and just turned around and locked eyes with me. She kept talking to the cashier in front of her but it was like she was looking at me instead. She had this look in her eyes like she was trying to figure out who I was.
Let me just say it was very confusing for me internally. I'm still working on clearing out these old beliefs and after this happened I found myself thinking that maybe I didn't see what I thought I saw. Instead of running the familiar routine in my head of "Nah she wasn't interested in you, what do you have to offer her? You're just imagining her being attracted to you because you're desperate". Instead I just owned it and said to myself, yeah you know what this is cool let's have more of this. I did notice some fear and anxiety pop up momentarily, but I recognized that as the what if she doesn't like me feelings related to self worth so I addressed it in the moment as best I could.
More and more I'm realizing how deciding what you want to actually believe and be your reality is an incredibly simple concept. It's just getting the mind on board and willing to execute to make it happen. Sometimes your mind can give you some damn convincing excuses why you can't, but in that case it's important to make a decision and stick to it. And that's what I've been doing lately. Despite the setbacks and how I never really received much interest in the past, I'm forming my own mindset independent of what happens out in the world or the past.
INFP
