Bro, that same thing happens to me. Whenever I am on verge of breakthrough..Its like my mind becomes nuts and tries to convince that to change or stop sub...But then I remind myself that stopping sub isnt gonna solve anything but only playing it..
I remember how much resistance I faced ever since I started my Sub journey last year and how much anxiety and fear made me wanted to quit the sub..I went through so much resistance just playing OF-5G.
These thought that you have, I also have them too..but I am not able to put into words like u do..
The thing you said about becoming judgmental all of sudden ..I had them too two days ago. But u will be in much better place after all this. Its all worth it.
Its like all evil is bought to the surface so that u can see it and realize/ponder over it and then overcome and grow....
I remember how much resistance I faced ever since I started my Sub journey last year and how much anxiety and fear made me wanted to quit the sub..I went through so much resistance just playing OF-5G.
These thought that you have, I also have them too..but I am not able to put into words like u do..
The thing you said about becoming judgmental all of sudden ..I had them too two days ago. But u will be in much better place after all this. Its all worth it.
Its like all evil is bought to the surface so that u can see it and realize/ponder over it and then overcome and grow....