03-05-2018, 05:15 PM
Some major inner changes.
Body language = better then ever been, feels like SM and AM but even better.
Eye contact is strong and intense.
IDGAF attitude is huge, didn't even care to say thank you to the hot waitresses, it was almost like they didn't exist. I had no feelings only logical thought regarding the situation. Didn't overthink or stress or feel needyness.
I messaged random woman from my past trying to reconnect. Almost had a date today with some chick that has a BF but she is at school till 8.
I called two woman today, that snapchat chick trying to stay friends and also the escort that wanted me to pimp her I called her too and am chilling with her tomorrow as friends.
calling woman is something i NEVER DO OR DID before. I had MAJOR anxiety and fear in this situation.
Also the fact that I was able to call that snapchat chick that rejected me a month ago is HUGE because it shows I was able to conquer my fears and call her.
PHONE GAME WAS MY BIGGEST STICKING POINT. This is a HUGE change for me
Also when I spoke to the escort i was very relaxed and at ease talking to her. no anxiety while waiting for her to answer like I always had before.
The snapchat chick didn't answer the call but we've been texting the last few hours.
I feel really good and i noticed I am putting myself in more situations where woman are. And I can feel myself manifesting consiously and subconsiously.
My dick is still larger flacid and probably erect.
Reduced desire to watch porn and masterbate from the past.
But I still edged this morning and last night.
I feel really good. I can tell the positive thinking module is working.
I don't feel strong emotion / feeling regarding that snapchat chick. I feel so much more numb then in the past.
Body language = better then ever been, feels like SM and AM but even better.
Eye contact is strong and intense.
IDGAF attitude is huge, didn't even care to say thank you to the hot waitresses, it was almost like they didn't exist. I had no feelings only logical thought regarding the situation. Didn't overthink or stress or feel needyness.
I messaged random woman from my past trying to reconnect. Almost had a date today with some chick that has a BF but she is at school till 8.
I called two woman today, that snapchat chick trying to stay friends and also the escort that wanted me to pimp her I called her too and am chilling with her tomorrow as friends.
calling woman is something i NEVER DO OR DID before. I had MAJOR anxiety and fear in this situation.
Also the fact that I was able to call that snapchat chick that rejected me a month ago is HUGE because it shows I was able to conquer my fears and call her.
PHONE GAME WAS MY BIGGEST STICKING POINT. This is a HUGE change for me
Also when I spoke to the escort i was very relaxed and at ease talking to her. no anxiety while waiting for her to answer like I always had before.
The snapchat chick didn't answer the call but we've been texting the last few hours.
I feel really good and i noticed I am putting myself in more situations where woman are. And I can feel myself manifesting consiously and subconsiously.
My dick is still larger flacid and probably erect.
Reduced desire to watch porn and masterbate from the past.
But I still edged this morning and last night.
I feel really good. I can tell the positive thinking module is working.
I don't feel strong emotion / feeling regarding that snapchat chick. I feel so much more numb then in the past.